Tuesday, February 21, 2012

ciss~

why do i have to wake up frm a dream that is abt YOU ? =.="
sigh~



aku hengat da xde da brtandang lam alam mimpi. rupenye ade lagi =.="
he was sulking at me. marah + majok sbb aku buat x layan.
die buat bnde yg same kt aku cume kt dpn mate aku die buat majok die tuh =.="
smbil brckp lam tepn dgn sape ntah die ngadu psl aku buat tataw kt die =.="
ampeh =.="











little notes : lu rindu wa ka ? huhuhu~




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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

i've washed my hands clean from L.O.V.E. :)

herm.

i dun have any feelings anymore :)
i looked upon his pics doesn't bring back any feelings that i once had.
maybe, aku da malas.
maybe, aku da berjaya buang prasaan yg aku pnh ade tuk die dlu.

betul gak ler bile org kate, "it takes d same years to forget ur love interest"
meaning, selame mane aku pnh ade rase cinta tuk lelaki tuh, selame tuh la aku perlu amek tuk melupekn die :)
n yes, trmasok thn neh + bln neh. . .suda genap 3thn aku kembali single :)
3yrs plus la aku dgn die. so it took me 3yrs also to really clean my heart frm his memories.

bile aku tgk balik pic die, profile die. . .serious, xde prasaan. kosong.
kalo die ajak aku kawen pn skrng neh, contohnye la kn. . .rasenye aku tolak.
sbb prasaan tuh da mmg slowly fading away, then nw most probbly tinggal sikit sgt² saki-baki prasaan tuk die.
maybe, kesian pn da xde.
sbb aku tgk pic die yg bleh meruntun jiwa org len ah kalo tgk, tp aku xde prasaan. mati. batu.

xpe la. aku mmg da lame redha.
aku da lepaskn segalanya psl die n tlh mndoakn kebahagiaan die serta keluarga die.
sesuatu prkare yg x dpt aku buat dlu :)
dan bile aku suda merelakn, maksudnye aku da ok :)

hati aku da beku :)
my heart no longer beats for him like it used to.
my heart no longer longs for him.
my heart beats its own beat nw.
suda trsasar jauh drpd rentak yg pernah ia buat seblm neh.

i am finally free.period.noktah.


aku x lagi trjerat dlm perangkap yg selame neh mngikat aku.
prasaan + hati aku adalah my own nw :)
i am happy and finally i am calm. :)

no more all those bulls psl bf + stuffs =.="
no more saket pale psl ur other significant other nyer stuffs.
pergh ! selesa gila. free gile ! ^^

huhu.


insyaAllah, kalo ade rezeki tuk aku brkahwin. . .
aku taw, Allah suda aturkn yg trbaik tuk aku :)
aku hny menunggu + keep my eyes open wide for my REAL prince charming to arrive :)
kihkihkihkih~
ouh my Adam, pls hurry when i'm still opening up my heart to accept men :)
huhu. kalo x, aku tutup trus. no vacancy er ;)



sekian, terima kasih ;)




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Wednesday, February 08, 2012

notebook rosak ah =.="

hola !






da lame x update kn?


lappy rosak ah =.="
5 usb slots, webcam + bluetooth jahanam lepas cucuk harddrive angah kt lappy =.="
hadoi ah. . .

er, bkn lappy. . .notebook :D
hadoiii~
nk buek kojo pn x sonang la TT_______TT




*met Eliz + husband, Mar, Sinat + Setan yesterday :) huhu. agk lawak ^^









papehal, i couldn't online for a long period =.="
so, jrg la nmpknye nk update la yep :D



bye.








salam.




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