Monday, October 31, 2011

beeep~

ngaa~

had rainy days for days nw.
well, it is nearing to d monsoon season anyway =.="




huhu~
























ok. i dun have anything to post up.








so, bye :) have a fine day ppl ! ^-^







little notes : i dun have any social websites. hee~ i deleted them all for good. d only thing remain is twitter which i seldom online. usually i'll blog ;)
well ! have fun ! salam ^-^





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what do u want to say actually boy ?

hola ! =D


herm.

have u ever had this sentence been said to u ?
If i won't / can't / don't_______?

slalunye ah kn, for me la. . .
if i use the word 'If' at d front of a sentence, i meant 2 things :

1. i want to noe wat kind of answer i'll get from the other person so that i can act.
2. i am giving a statement indirectly + pray that d other person can get wat i mean.

huhu~

it's like playing mind games with twisting words :D
menyusahkn diri sendiri ? maybe.

aku slalu gune 'Kalau. . .' bile aku xmo jwb certain things or xmo bgtau ape yg sbnrnye dlm hutak aku =.="
bleh dkatakn, i like to make things hanging =D
jahat er ? huhu~

so bile somebody saying; If I don't want to ? If I can't ? If I won't ? - to me, they actually meant to say that 'I need you to tell me something so that I can be sure with what I have in mind."
kn ?


kdg², bile aku rase malas. . .i'll say it directly to that person's face.
no twisting words, no second meanings. . .plain truth.

example :

A : If I won't let it go ?
Me : Then, i'll do it.

but if i'm in the mood to tease, then i'll probably say this instead :

A : If I don't want to ?
Me : What are you trying to say ?


mwahah~!
i'll ask back, mmbuatkn manusia tuh elaborate about what actually is going on in that head of theirs =.="

kalo jenis yg mngalah, xpe.
kalo jenis yg cepat tngkap, diorg akn repeat : hey ! i asked 1st =.="

mwahahaha~!
so, perang of the strongest will la plak =.=" lalalalala~


so what actually manusia neh nk capai by asking me that ? =.="
huhhhh~! *geram*
a confirmation ?
satu jwpn tuk mmbolehkn u plan to do wat's next ?

kalo aku jwb x ikut ape yg palahutak ko nak, ko nk buatpe ?

huhu~

ade certain tyms, i dun want to hurt ppl by replying back harshly.
i tend to reply as softly as i can.
i tend to b a bit cautious around a certain group of ppl in ma life.
mcm ma family, sensitive + timid friends, or someone that i happen to care deeply :)
care aku jwb kt mereka neh, usually i dun want to make them hurt by d choice of words i'm using.

even strangers pn, aku jwb sopan :) baik x ? hahahahaha~ *bragbrag* ;p

bile ade org lam group tuh tny aku soklan yg ade 'If' . . .
i tend to b in shock for a while + palahutak aku start spinning at top speed nk carik d ideal answer to reply.
i dun want to hurt them bt i need to say what i have to say.
i dun like misunderstandings.
i dun like ma msg been received halfway.

so, d sentence - If I won't let go ?
coming from that group of ppl, it took me off-guard.
dlm pala - Why ??
why won't u let go ?
can u elaborate more of wat ur asking ?
is that even a question u want to ask me ?
or is that wat u actually wanna say + do ?
which one is it ?

i want to understand exactly what u wanna say.
dun keep me hanging. so pls elaborate.

i've done my part and i can't do it anymore.
i've been staying like this for years.
can't u juz say something to make me believe that u want me to stay ?
can't u juz do something to make me believe that u need me to stay ?
can't u juz do anything to make me believe you ?
coz it's been hard for me to actually holding on to something that i dunno whether d thing between us still exists.
is it still there ?
do u still love me ?
do u still need me ?
do u still want me to b by ur side ?
or ur juz being selfish ?

i am juz a woman.
i have lots of insecurities.
i know things won't last very long + trying to find true meaningful things are kinda impossible nowadays.

tapi adakah masih wujud sesuatu antara kita ?
adakah kewujudannya cukup kuat tuk menyatukan hati kita yg da lame terpisah, jiwa kita yg masih ragu² dsebabkan terlalu lama berdiam + bersembunyi ?




huh~~~ =.="

ok. this post is about heart matters =.=" urgh !
aku ingt aku xkn taip suda entri jenis yg ini =.="
dis sucks big time !




ahhhhh~ bye for nw !




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at last !!

wahah~!
akhirnye, puas hati den brsengkang mate mnggodam coding html tuk blog aku neh =.="
nek julen pn ado =.=" aiyaa~!

tp, dgn berkat kesabaran tuk mncari dan mencari. . .akhirnye, aku amat berpuas hati dgn layout blog aku neh. wahahaha~!

well, ade yg sgguh kacak layoutnye. . .tp stakat neh je yg den mmpu TT____TT
mato den bleh bngkak w0ooo~
wahaha~ ;p



k ah =.="
ngntok !







out ! salam ;)

gudnyt ^-^










||pic credited to Mr.Google||





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Sunday, October 30, 2011

U-Kiss - OK [eng trans]

We’re back, we’re back in the game
I’m back, back, back, back to single
I’m back, back, back, back to single
It’s brave!

I thought I should not think for no one else but you
I believe that I would do things for only you
if not, it wasn’t love
If it’s not the you I loved, I can’t think of no one else

It’s crazy, by my heart believed that illusion
I wouldn’t know even if I died
The arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok,
I was such a pathetic fool
This has to end now

Ok, it’s ok, I’m alright without you
Ok, it’s ok, don’t be so conceited
Ok, it’s ok, I don’t want to live with a beggar
Ok, it’s ok, Ok, it’s ok

Let’s go party know, let’s have fun
Move your body now, shake crazily
let’s go party know, let’s get drunk tonight
Move your body now, it’s fun even without you

I’m back as a gorgeous single
I can remove our couple ring
Now without guilt, I can go to club again
I don’t love you no more, it’s time to gotta go
Hope you find what you looking for

Now I don’t have to notice you,
I can meet other girls comfortably
Out of your imprisonment, I can enjoy myself freely
You, get out quickly, get back to the game

You’re no longer the number on my handphone’s speed dial
It’s gone, it’s gone
You ain’t no more my baby, I’m free

It’s crazy, but my heart believed that illusion
I wouldn’t know even if I died
The arrogant you is ok, anything you do is ok,
I was such a pathetic fool
This has to end now

Ok, it’s ok, I’m alright without you
Ok, it’s ok, don’t be so conceited
Ok, it’s ok, I don’t want to live with a beggar
Ok, it’s ok, Ok, it’s ok

Back in the market
besides me now
I don’t care

Uh, uh, U-kiss
Uh, uh, Like this
Uh, uh, Like that
Somebody say woo-ah

Uh, uh, U-kiss
Uh, uh, we ok
Uh, uh ain’t no brake
Somebody say woo-ah

Ok, it’s ok, I’m alright without you
Ok, it’s ok, don’t be so conceited
Ok, it’s ok, I don’t want to live with a beggar
Ok, it’s ok, Ok, it’s ok

Let’s go party know, let’s have fun
Move your body now, shake crazily
Let’s go party know, let’s get drunk tonight
Move your body now, it’s fun even without you


Ok, by U-Kiss ♥

||credit to Princess.Of.Tea||


this is d eng trans ^-^ if u wanna see d hangeul ver, u can juz click on Princess.Of.Tea mentionned above ^-^


this ! is hw i feel ^-^
no other words could convey truthfully abt wat i wanna say like this song could ;p
wahah !

i take out the ring that had been around ma neck. it is time to let go of everything that connects me to the memories i had with you.
ur ring, doesn't mean anything to me anymore. NO, it doesn't.

.
.
.

finally, i AM FREE :)



glad !




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Infinite ♥

currently, i'm happy :)

happily in love with this damn song TT____TT wahahahaha~

ouh juz a bunch of boys, dancing energetically to d rythim + melody making me wanna dance too ^-^

not exactly kkotminam yet coz they're still young n all ;p
need a lot of seasoning ;p
ahhh~ can't wait for them to bloommmm~~~ ♥♥♥

d newest hype after d boys of UKiss ♥ [for me la =.="]
lots actually bt i couldn't point out which malegroup TT____TT [TeenTop, Boyfriends. . .etc~ gile ah ramaiii~!!!] too many talented ppl ;p
d newest is Hwanhee boys - MyName.
ma sis says they're d exact reflections of Hwanhee's type for music ;p bet it's great huh ?
can't wait to see their debut on MuBank or Inkigayo ^^


bt for nw, i have ma eyes on these boys of Infinite ♥-♥ *drool~*



ok ah.


mepek =.="





bubye =D













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Saturday, October 29, 2011

sigh =.="



men gem ah.





































bye :)








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Friday, October 28, 2011

Antara Kelebihan Ayat Kursi

salam :)
jln² trjmpe neh kt status someone ;p
well, drpd aku mepek meraban. . .bek aku buat amal jariah kn ? ^-^

Ayat Kursi:
1) Baca pada saat keluar rumah, 70000 malaikat akan menjagamu dari semua sisi
2) Baca saat masuk rumah, kemiskinan tdk akan memasuki rumahmu
3) Baca setelah berwudhu, Darjatmu akan dinaikkan 70 tingkat
4) Baca pada saat tidur, malaikat akan menjagamu sepanjang malam
5) Baca setelah solat, maka jarak antara kamu dan surga hanyalah kematian.









Sampaikan kepada orang lain, maka ini adalah sedekah jariah. Dan pada setiap orang yg mengamalkan, kamu akan ikut mendapat pahalanya sampai hari kiamat.wallahualam :)






P/S:: Jangan lupe share dah sebarkan .. ^_^










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i miss you Pa, Amal ♥

i miss ma beloved papa. *sigh*
i miss ma beloved bby bro too.




i juz pray that both of them are at peace on d other side :)







AlFatihah.








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=.=" . . . nothingness

huhhhhhhh~ =.="








raining on a friday. ma 2 sisters are gone having a picnic wif their colleagues.
i think not a picnic la since tgh mendung neh =.=" huhuhu~



well, nothing to say.






dgr lagu je ah. huh~














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Thursday, October 27, 2011

everybody loves a casanova. . .

bt does he ever truly loves ONE woman in his pathetic life ?




when can i find a man that is strong enough [and foolish enough ;p] to reject thousands of beautiful, sexy + glamorous females juz to b with plain me ? =.=" *sigh*









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dearest lil devil, let me go.

huh~ =.="
sore abes setiap inci bdn wa dsbbkn SnSd nyer dance routine for The Boys kelmarin =.="
angkat tgn sket, saketttt~ TT_____TT
jln sket, saketttt~ TT____TT
makaihhh~
payah beno le dance routine neh weh =.="
ouh well, susah x susah dpt gak settle d 1st phase within 2hrs. miahahahaha~




ok =.="
ari neh, aku trjage to a dream of him. again ! >.<" grrr~!!
weird, sbb aku da pusing sane, pusing sini. . .tetap smbung kt tmpt aku trjage skjap =.="
ye ah. org kate, kalo tgh mmpi n then trjage skjap tp still on d same location. . .will mmpi bnde yg same or maybe smbungan of d dream =.="
aku trjage then moved a bit. . .still continuing d dream !! *tarikrambut*
urgh~! =.="
aku xmo mmpi die ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!! *hempas²*
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!

benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!! TT___________TT

stop thinking about me u stupid dope ! *jelirngamok*
i dun want to have u in ma dreams anymore =.="
it's suffocating.
it's heart-wrenching.
it's pestering me =.="

camne aku nk jmpe My Adam kalo mangkok hayun neh asyik muncul lam idop aku ? =.="
hish~!

wahai Encik Adam, whoever u are. . .yg suppose to b ma partner-in-crime d spnjg kehidupan aku. . . .cepatlah menjelma didalam hidup aku *sigh*
aku da letih ah.
x larat.
cepat dtg n prove to me that YOU are supposedly to b MY PRISON for d rest of ma life =.="
not this prick *roll-eyes*

it's better if i juz run + hide til my REAL prince charming dtg to save me frm this once-upon-a-tym-prince-charming =.="
i noe, he's not for me. i got that a long tym ago :)
tuh psl aku buat tataw je.
ignore his very existence in ma heart.
sbb die, OFF LIMITS suda trtera di dahi beliau. =.="

jd, aku meneruskan perjalanan hidup aku without him by my side :)
lgpn, buatpe simpan a cowardly ass in my life =.=" betul ?
lalalalala~

he's brave in doing other things except confronting d future with me :)
he is not brave enough. . .for me :)
coz if he was, he won't b so very far apart from me :) we will still b together facing d future, no matter what held inside it.

kn ?


so i gave up. i noe i should give up a long tym ago coz he already gave me up 3yrs ago.
he gave me up for a life that is far simpler than being with me by his side.
i get it.




so, pergi jejauh ah my lil devil :)
i let u go. live ur life as full as u can.
let me live peacefully on ma own.
let me find another man who is worthy to have me.
let me go ma dearest lil devil.
let me go.






it breaks ma heart to admit this. so goodbye. finally.













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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

life's full of shit sometimes. bt it doesn't mean u can't clean them up again + b aware of them whenever u try to walk again. heck, d worse thing can happen is u smell >.< wahaha~
bt those smell will remind u of ur past :)
learn frm them + b wiser for d future ;)







*pic courtesy of Mr.Google












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Monday, October 24, 2011

short hair + breaking promises = dreaming of him ? doesn't make sense =.=" at all !

huh~ *heave a very heavy sigh*

dreamt of u. again !

darn =.="



i wonder why =.="
stop messing wif ma dream kingdom =.="

i dunno why since i cropped my hair short, u kept on appearing =.="
rase brsalah ka ?

ouh tidak !
rambut aku, ske ati aku nk buat ape dgn rmbut aku =.="
i dun bother wif wat promises i have made involving wif ma hair =.="
for me, if ppl dun bother to keep their promises to me. . .so why should i bother to keep mine to theirs ?
make sense kn ?
lalalalalala~


lgpn, ma head weighs a lot these past few days =.="
couldn't think properly.
so i come to a decision to have it short ^-^
not too short bt short ;p
hahahahahahaha~



ok la =.="
nk tgk Upin + Ipin =D

bubye !












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Sunday, October 23, 2011

lala~ head spinningggggg

i dun do anything and yet i feel tired =.="
i guess i burn a lot in ma mind.
too many things to think + daydreaming abt things that maybe won't b happening in d real world.
like for example, if i could marry Lee Dong Wook. wahahahaha~ =.="


ok. i'm blabbering nonsense.



bye ^^








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Friday, October 21, 2011

dream of u. againnnn~! =.="

aiyaa~ =.="

dream of u again today. ^^
can't elaborate more since i have to send Mother to d airport today :)





so, later !






































little notes : it had a happy ending ^^ i'm glad. bt i guess, it meant ur missing me terribly ;p lalalalala~








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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

i dreamt of you, boy.

herm.

for hw long already since d last tym i saw u in ma dreams :)
it's been a while i guess.
i don't remember the last tym i saw u in ma dreamland.huhu~



u were smiling. laughing around, having fun with my family.
u held my hand, nvr letting it go.
and when there's someone took an interest at me, ur jealousy arises.
u hold on to ur temper and let me swim my way out of those ppl and come standing right next to u.
u looked so cute, venting ur anger down. . .and glare at those ppl ;p haha~!
so adorable.

eventhough i don't hear ur voice, at least i could see ur face.
the face that i've been missing for years.
eventhough in reality, i am angry at you for being a jackass bt deep down, i love u with all ur flaws. . .i missed u a lot.

ur hair was moving by d wind. d sun shone through, made u looked beautiful to me.
crazy ? maybe.
but that's hw i saw u in ma dream last nite. ur beautiful.
i could smell ur skin. . .ur perfume. . .
eventhough ur a bit further away from me.
maybe it's d wind carrying ur scent towards me.
making me remember how u smell like under the sun and the wind.

eventhough it was brief but it made me smile and made my anger ceased down a lot, making me realize that i am missing you.
even it's only a dream, it was a blessing for me :)
it made me cure my heartache from missing and being angry at you.

hw can i love u still ?
a smile from u, a look from ur eyes. . .
made me standing there, froze like a statue. . .in awe. making me loving u more n more, never decreases through all these years.
and that minus your voice :) powerful. huhu.

hw can i miss u still ?
when there's a huge distance + time between us.
i juz dunno hw i can still love + miss u through all this tym and that feeling never go down even an inch bt increases each and every day.
it goes stronger and stronger, and i am clueless to how i can become like this.

u made me like this.
makes me crazy for still loving u, still holding on eventhough ur so far away.
like a dream, ur juz too good to be true.

even hw hard i hold on to my dreams, bt when i woke up. . .ur gone :(
it's a bittersweet after-taste.

are u a dream, boy ?
come to me for a short while then u juz went away to make me face reality face-hard.
can u stay with me, boy ?
or is it too much for me to ask ?
do u know that i love u, boy ?
or am i juz fooling myself for loving someone that i can't have ?
do u know that i miss u, boy ?
do u know that my heart aches too many times already because of my feelings for you, boy ?

do you feel the same like i do, boy ?
or am i juz playing on a one-way road where u dun meet me at d crossroads to tell me that u love me too, miss me too ?

can i have you, boy ?
or is it too selfish of me to want you, to need you, to have you for myself ?


huhhhhhhhhhh~

i'm screwed =.=" i know. this feeling will eventually make me go insane =.=" period.





















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Monday, October 17, 2011

jerkasaurus !

i.
do.
not.
care.
anymore.


u understand ?



















huh~!

so buzz off and enjoy ur life. let me enjoy mine u jerk ! =.="











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:-??

it had been a very tiring weekend for me =.="













got loads of things to do next.







hadoi~!











letih. letih.










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Saturday, October 15, 2011

it's tiring to wait and i've been waiting for a very long tym. ironic hw i do things contrast to wat i say wen it comes to u. bt no more :) it's suffocating to keep on waiting wen u noe hw to swim urself to shore. nw, i'm swimming bck coz ur too much to hope for. wat a jerk.







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Friday, October 07, 2011

=.=" . . .xde idea nk letak title ape.

kadang² rase cam nk terbang =.="
fly away to another place to release my disappointment.
sometyms i want to fly away to a place wherever he is :)
rindu katekn ;p

rite nw ?
i'm feeling both.
tp kuat yg latter ;p haha !

entah le.

rindu ke die pd aku ?
aku mls nk tny soalan tuh kt diri aku sbb seriously i dunno d answer to that question dimana die je yg bleh jwb =.=" grr~!

aku sedar. byk da bnde brubah.
tp dlu, at least. . .ade la juga aku dgr suara die. . .or terime msg dr die. . .
walopn da lame die x contact pn :)
kdg² he'll surprise me wif late nite calls or even late nite msgs ♥
i missed those tyms.

hearing him talk. hearing him mumbling things abt what happened to his day. hearing his voice ♥

i miss him.

huh~

kenape la manusia neh yg aku rindu ? *tarikrambut*
xde org len ke ?
belambak laki kt luar sane, dieeee~ gak yg aku rindu =.="
demm !

*sigh*


i miss you.
i miss you so terribly, dak kecik.

huh~!











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Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Smiley-face Men VS Serious-face Men.

eheh~

aku dok tgk² post kt fb neh, smpai nek julen mate. . .aku trnmpk post - Lelaki suke senyum x menarik minat wanita.

haha~!
aku trgelak skjap.

artikel tuh kate, wanita lebih trtarik kpd muka lelaki yg angkuh, sombong + moody. itu sebabnye wanita lebih cenderung kepada lelaki 'badboy'.

aku trgelak skjap.

haha !

in ma opinion la, lelaki yg jarang senyum neh menakutkn aku =.=" unless muke die cam Christian Bale ;p jenis yg x senyum pn xpe, sbb muke die hensem.hahaha~!

menunjukkn bahwesenye, lelaki tuh susah tuk didekati oleh sesape.
cam abah aku, jenis friendly. hahaha~
ntah mane aku dpt muke sombong aku neh =.=" lalala~
TAPI ! kalo abah aku x senyum, makaihhh~ sombong =.="
mama aku pn friendly gak, senyum je sokmo tp kalo environment yg die x knl, well. . .muke sombong ;p kahkahkah~

xkn ah nk senyum cam kerang busuk weh =.="
letih ah pp =.="

wuh~ da trpesong ! haha~!

brbalik kpd opinion aku, lelaki yg suke senyum neh menarik bg aku. happy, fun + carefree nyer manusia.
tgk muke pn sejukkkk~ je hati. kn kn ? ;p

cam neh;


*courtesy frm; DramaCrazy.net


hensem kn kn ? haha~!
tp mamat neh x senyum pn gojes =.=" hahaha~
d thing is, it is more likely to love a smiling man frm a non-smiling one ;p they look charming. =D


for d gorgous men yg x smiling la kn. . .maybe ye la kot cam artikel tuh kate.
tertarik to that moody, unsmiling face. . .like there's a bit of a mysteriousness surrounding those kind of men ;p
sexy ey ? ;p haha~!


cam dak kecik.
aku x kate die seksi + hot or watever =.="
juz there was a certain tym when he didn't smile and stared blankly to space, his face then looked kinda hot to me ;p haha~!
tuh psl kdg² aku ske curi² pndg tym die x sedar. tym die x senyum. tym die tgh preoccupied with sumthing ;p
muke die serious tuh, mmbuatkn perasaan keibuan aku tuh agak tinggi. hahaha~ cam nk cubit pp die bg die senyum. kahkahkah~ or marah ke. . .papela jnji die x static camtu =.="

itu baru muke die x senyum pn aku da rase camtu, agak² kalo muke die senyum ?
hahahaha~

i like seeing him smile :) laugh even.
especially d ones yg dtg dari hati die. ikhlas nk senyum + gelak at dat tym.
it made him looked charming + bubbly ^^ like a kid.



okayyyy.
this is kinda weird =.="


last² end up abt him =.=" darn !


k ah.


out ! huhu~











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Cara senang dpt pahala lps mati.

eheh.

aku bosan² skali nmpk ini. so wat say me ? copypaste saje ^^ moga² ape yg aku buat neh dpt mmberi manfaat kpd aku, x skrng maybe insyaAllah, di alam satu lagi ^^ amin.




Cara senang utk dptkan pahala walaupun slps mati .
--> Pasang kipas di surau/masjid wlaupun 1 , setiap kali org guna , anda dpt pahala walau slps mati .
--> Derma kerusi roda di hospital . Setiap kali psakit guna , anda akn dpt pahala .
--> Beri baju kpd org , setiap kali org pakai , anda dpt pahala .
--> Beri makanan kpd org , anda dpt pahala selagi makanan itu mnjadi darah dagingnya .
--> Menyampaikan ilmu yg bermanfaat , selagi mereka mengamalkan pahala anda tetap ada .
--> Kongsi mesej ini kpd orang ramai . Wlaupun 1 tlong kongsikan kpd org , anda akn dpt pahala sbb anda telah brdakwah utk sampaikan ilmu.


where i get dis ? fb la =D
da slalu sgt nmpk, tp tetibe hari neh nk post kt blog.
too bored i guess.
dgn hujannye lagi.
ngahahaha~


so sesambil dgr lagu - Lonely by Jung Sungha neh ♥ aku nk brangan bleh ?










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Monday, October 03, 2011

what's in my mind nw.




dun u think so too ?





little notes : if ur wondering where is ma shoutbox, it's on d tab menu above this post =D juz in case ur wondering ;p haha ! some ppl's eyes are too tired to look out for it ^^ so there u have it ! ;p







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little notes : demmit dak kecik =.=" why do i still have a large portion of empty space in ma chest when ur gone ? =.=" why can't i juz move on ? why~ ?







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bebom tatatatttaaa~

i think i need to get ma head clear up =.=" it's kinda messy.
huhu~






































actually, i dun have anything to write :) so, better do another thing to distract myself frm being so damn bored ;p eheh~










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Sunday, October 02, 2011

dream wedding ? er~ . . .

okeh.
meh kite brangan kejap er.




wa er, kalo adelah diberi rezeki tuk brnikah suatu hari nnti er. . .wa nk wedding wa diadakan di kg Mdm wa; Baliwasan Chico, Zamboanga City, Philippines.

why ?
coz i dun like adat so much. too costly. too time consuming. membazir =.="
lgpn, wa kalo bleh nk ikut cam Abah + Mama wa nikah dlu. simple je. jnji yg wajib suda ditunaikn dgn selamat, itu pn suda memadai bg wa :)

tp, bile wa kate camtu kt Mdm. . .die x setuju =.="
sbb apo ?
sbb wa anak sulung. haha !


so, segala persiapan akan dibuat di kg Mdm blah sane.
arwah Abah wa dlu kate, bile wa dgn adek² wa da smpai mase nnti nk nikah. . .beliau bertitah - no free hair ha ! no gown² ha ! abah nk anak² abah pkai songket.
pergh !
so, tradisi melayu yg itu akan dibawa ke sana :) songket.

Mdm wa plak nk buat koje =.="
nk buat hantaran sendiri. wa brkali tny, nk buat hantaran ke ?
kalo nk ikutkn wa, x payah ! mnyomak yo ! =.="
lps akad nikah, terus wat wedding reception + doa selamat je. pehtu makan !
wahaha !
seronok kn idea wa ?
tp Mdm wa xmo buat sesimple itu =.="
she wants to introduce the Malay tradition to them, if not 100% at least a bit la to show to Mdm side about hw the Malays do weddings here =D

pergh ! satu koje laie nk buek tuh =.="




well, itu hanyalah angan² =.="
ontah diaplikasikn ke tidak, wa tataw.
papehal, kna tggu wa ade calon la er =D haha !



k ah.



bye =D











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juz another day.

wondering + pondering abt d days.

i'm working ma butt off =.=" aiyaaaa~

keje x masok akal neh =.="


huhhhhhhh~




caiyok ! target kna capai ! hoyehhhhh !











little notes : i'm working out like there's no tomorrow =.=" hadoi~! wa kalo da kuwus, lu bleh ke thn dgn ramai manusia dok melirik mata ngorat wa ? /:) wakakakakakaka~ =)) adeh cramp abs wa =; saket sakettt~!








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