Saturday, February 26, 2011

nk kawen dgn Baek Seung Jo ♥
kalo x dpt Baek Seung Jo, nk Jeon Jin Ho ♥♥

oke, i berangan =.=" i taw.

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tamat suda ♥

td pagi, lebih kureng pkl 1am. . .suda tamat tgk citer Naughty Kiss starred Kim Hyun Joong + Jung So Min.
maybe sbb tuh ade brsangkut - paut dgn entri sblm neh.mwahahahaha~

tp biase ah citer =.="
x sah kalo xde heroine yg agak kebuduhan =.="
wa pn tataw nape la mesti di-create karekter yg agak buduh + xde langsung sifat segan neh.
kalo wa la kn, wa buat tataw je.
mentang² wa da confess cinta wa kt die yg wa ade crush for 4yrs, die bleh buli wa ?
@##$!?<>* la !! >.<"
pehtu, adakah itu lesen tuk si lelaki tuk menjadi meanie trhdp wa ?
ouh tidak !

kdg² nk simpati pn xbleh dgn karekter cam neh =.="
rase cam nk ketuk² pala pn ye.
naseb bek, epi ending ^^
itu yg wa ske.wahahahaha.

little notes : dsbbkn wa tgk citer chumel camneh la yg mmbuatkn wa mmbuak² nk ado sum1 to love =) when will dat b there really sum1 for me out there that i could call mine ? huh~ Hyun Joong ahh ~ pali waaa~~ nol nan bogoshipposeo !! TT_____TT

ps : arghhhh~!!! *tarikrambut* kna tgk YouTube version la pulok =.=" tencen nye~!!!!! kalo tenet laju cam ferrari xpo =.=" isk isk iskkkk~!!!! Seung Jo yaaaa~!!! ♥♥♥♥

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Friday, February 25, 2011

YamaPi + Hyun Joong ♥♥♥♥♥

bile nk jmpe manusia cam YamaPi + Hyun Joong ♥ wahahahaha. . .
insyaAllah, satu ari nnti. . .

wa akn jmpe manusia spt itu who i can call - MINE !!! =D

::berangan mode::

♥ Yamashita Tomohisa ♥

♥ Kim Hyun Joong ♥

::pictures are all credited to Googles::

little notes : sbnrnye ramai laie pakwe pilihan ati neh =.=" tp for d tym being, YamaPi + Hyun Joong lak made d spread.wahahahaha.bian Geun Suk ah~~!! kikikiki~

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Saturday, February 19, 2011

kamsahamnida ma stalkers ♥

salam =) & slamat sjahtera.

wa xleh lelamo sbb tenet cam kewaks =.="
so, bkk blog neh tlh mnybbkn wa happy juge sbb suda mncecah 100 stalkers ♥
wah !
thnx fr stalking ^^ ngehehe.

okeh ah.


will b away for sumtym due to d low tenet =.="


okeh. bye.

out !

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

my 14minutes survey.

kono tag la pulak =) wahahaha.
okeh ! start !

instruction : once you are tagged, answer the question honestLy. No Lying or cheating ok ?

starting time : 11.59 am
name : ms. snow *trtera da =.="
brother(s) : sorg + missing him too much TT____TT
eye coLour : dark brown
shoe size : 6 or 7.bleh smpai 8 =.=" material kasut x samo ah =.="
hair : x butak pn.straight, black hair yg pnjgnye nk almost ke hips suda =.=" leceh !
piercing : dedua blah sepasang.nk buek lobih, Abah kato; "nnti abah buekkn kek idong skali kalo buek lobih dr duo" haish~.hahaha
height : pendek yo =.=" nk tmbh ketinggian ah !! 157.5cm TT____TT
what are you wearing right now : black long - sleeved shirt, jeans + black red shawl
where do u live : merata =.=" ade drawbacks sbnrnye tp den x kesah sbb da pindah randah since birth.wahahaha.
favourite number : kalo exam maw no 1 ah.honestly ske no 3 + 17*sbb, no bufday den.*, 29 + 12*sbb, no bufday dak munguk tuh.*.
favourite drink : iced lime, soybean milk + mostly sume yg ade ice ah =.="
favourite month : March *sbb itu bufday month den* + December *sbb itu bufday dak munguk tuh.wahahaha*
favourite breakfast : toast pn okeh.x kesah pn ^^


broken a bone : selain drpd tulang ikan + ayam + burung.xdo.
been in a poLice car : x pnh laie.
faLLen for a friend : ngahahahaha *mncube mngelak*
faLLen for a guy / girL for a short time : short tym heh ? 5sec je tuk ske + 5sec gak tuk lupe sbb skali pndg je.x smpan lam ati pn.hahahaha
swam in the ocean : ponah.
broken someone's heart : penah =.="
cried when someone's died : i did when ma abah + bby bro moved on in life :) silent cry je.
sat by the phone aLL night waiting for someone caLL : yes i have =) even until nw, i kept on waiting.stupid thing to do actually =.=" tp da habit.
saved e-maiL : yes i have.especially frm him.
been cheated : pnh.mngkin wa baik sgt kut =.="


your room Look a Like : mostly kalo den tgh kemalasan thp babeng, xdo dow.
what is right beside you : paper cups, tissue, food leftovers, chili sauce + ketchup *kt KFC ah, u think ? =.=" *
what is the Last thing you ate : snack plate + cheezy wedges KFC =)


the Last person you teLL : ma sisters.
who was the Last person you danced with : ma sisters.
who Last made you smiLe : budak munguk yg plg dirindui.


what are you Listening right now : d last song i've heard juz nw was "Don't Let Me Be The Last To Know" by Britney Spears.tuh pn, staff KFC nyer hp.
what did you do today : bgn subuh - breakfast - tdo jap - mandi + brsiap - pegi JPN nk daftar tuko alamat - pegi BSN amek duit - pegi KFC mkn.
are you the oLdest : i'm d oldest among ma siblings.haha
indoors or outdoors : love being indoors tp x kesah pn kalo outdoors.hahaha.


taLk to someone you Like : today er, x.
kiss someone : today blom laie.hahaha.
sing : lom laie.
taLk to an ex : today ek, x.
miss someone : YES TERRIBLY !!!
eat : kno mkn ah =.=" kang lapo lak cacing² lam perut.wahahaha


you taLked on the phone to : ibu ♥
made u cry : ibu, ayah + family ♥ walopon x mngalir tp brgenang juge ;(
you went to the maLL with : ma sisters lor.
who cheered you up : ma sisters, ibu + family + HIM ♥

have a crush on someone : cruch on JANG GEUN SUK okeh ? hahaha
what books are you reading right now : i forgot d title la.hahaha.
best feeLing in the worLd : naik rollercoaster 3 - 4 kali.pergh besh ! pehtu naik spacedrop.pergh trkuar isi perut.hahahahaha.
future kids name : da si dia maw ade name 'ezra'.wa lak maw ado name 'hakimi'.tp tggl kenangan je kut.
do you sLeep with stuffed animaL : yes.a bear, stitch + a lil devil.
what's under your bed : no bed.tilam yo.
favourite sport : basketball, martial arts, swimming.
favourite pLace : ma home la.
do you have a job : skrng neh den tgh jd guardian cum drebar.bleh ?
what time is it now : 12.27pm.

with however Long it took you to compLete this,
post as "my 14 minutes survey" and tag 15 peopLe...

gilo 15 ppl ! nnti² ah =.="

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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

gila =.=" tp wa ske.akekekeke~

wa sgguh happy today =)
at least, ade ah keikhlasan for me to actually smile effortlessly without ade rase hostility.woohoo~
kpd awk, thnx sbb da buat org happy today.
sume heartaches + headaches yg org trime spnjg tragedi kt hidup org brmule neh, ade ah brkurangan =)
terima kasih byk² krn tlh mmbuatkn org trsenyum sensorg cam kerang busuk.wehehehehe~
okeh =.=" sesi mmbls balik.

@dak kecik : rite =.=" d whole wall crashed down when u barged in into ma heart.
*it seems, i'm clueless apo bondo yg die "oooooooo" kn =.="

@dak kecik : aha.u've been cursed :D best x ?
* d rest ? wa leh reply neh jek : wehehehehehe >:)

@dak kecik : jgn gelakkn org yg tgh risaukn awk la gila =.=" mengom.
* i dunno wat die tgh "hahahahaha" about =.=" crazy one dis person.

tp walopon respon die agak mmbengongkn pala hutak wa skjap =.="
tp wa happy =D
wa leh lupekn skjap kesedihan + kekecewaan lam idop wa yg tgh wa facing skrng neh.
org len mngkin effect healingnye xde ah sekuat die =D
*ye wa taw, nmpk sgt die je yg leh heal kedukaan idop wa.wahahaha*

papehal, terima kasih kpd si dia yg sudi mnjenguk ke tong smpah wa neh *battering eyes*
walopn x byk yg die buat, skadar mnjwb balik ape yg wa postkn. . .wa da happy gile babeng :)

little notes : if only i can say more wat my heart wanna tell u bt i guess u already know =) i thank d Almighty too, for moving ur heart to come + see this blog to let u see hw much i've been yearning to tell u.i've been missing u like crazy dak kecik.

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Sunday, February 13, 2011

dark times.

when hard tyms like dis i really needed sum1 to take ma mind off things juz for a while.
when i'm facing difficulties like dis is when i needed him d most =)
sucks ey. . . =.="
bt wat can i do ?
dat's wat ma heart wants anyway =.=" hmph !

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Saturday, February 12, 2011

oh it's ON !!

it's gonna b ON ! >:)
i wonder wat will d end of this thing b ?

out !

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Tuesday, February 08, 2011

i wish we could all smile though it's darn hard.

it's hard isn't it to let go when ur heart still doesn't want to budge =)
suddenly ur heart felt holey + thought nothing could fill it up again.
been there, done exactly that.
hurt like crazy, having delusions about wat could have been. . .
those futile things ppl would see bt nvr will understand unless they had felt d same feelings.

to those ppl who are heartbroken, ur not alone =)
though it's hard enough to smile, ur life will b better in tym.insyaAllah ;)

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Monday, February 07, 2011

Already Missing - G.Na

little notes : those are d words i wanna say to u. . .bt i juz couldn't.all i can do is juz hope + wait, eventually i'll wither bt i nvr mind coz i juz couldn't stop loving.

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if only. . .

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

by, Taylor Swift - Back To December


little notes : if i could, i'd go back to April 2008.if we could love again, i'd love u right + nvr let u go.

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just a dream.

hey !
agak lamo x update er ? *lamo x lamo ah =.=" bru smlm kut.wahahaha

today, i'm very happy ^^
n nothing's going to ruin my day today =.=" i won't let 'em.
y ?
coz i'm extremely happy when i woke up ^^ wahahaha~

eventhough it's just a dream bt it could made ma day super, deliciously happy ;p

thnx fr coming into ma dream.though it's juz a dream, it comforted me in sum way.
spiritually maybe ? emotionally probably ?
watever ! coz i'm feeling good vibe sensations coming out of ma being ^^
hopefully, it'll lasts thru d end of d day =)

little notes : u helped me took ma revenge on her ;p wahahaha.dat's y i'm so happy.we're taking revenge in d same tym having fun being around each's haven ♥

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Sunday, February 06, 2011

one of those days. . .

he said to me, " Along ! b strong ! b happy ! xmo sedih².kite akn jmpe lagi insyaAllah."
me ?
i juz cried while holding him in ma arms as tightly as i can b4 i woke up frm dat dream.

even after i woke up, i can't stop myself frm crying either.
today, is like any other day dat i specially missing both of them too much.
sumtyms, hw i wished i could b there wif them bt it's not ma tym yet =)
sumtyms, i wished for them to b here wif me too eventhough it looked like i'm in denial bt hey, it doesn't hurt to wish right ? huhuhu. . .

Abah, Amal. . .
along rindu gile kt korg.
i'll try to b ur strong girl, happy + living ma life to d fullest.
i'll overcome these stupid things that pulling me down nw.
i'll face it bravely + strongly so both of u'll b proud of me.
n even if i cry, i'll make sure ma arms + feet won't falter d same.
i'll toughen up ma strength + move on wif u guys here in ma heart.
i know as long as i have both of u in me, i'll b fine =)
though it will get kinda lonely bt i'll try to live as proud, as strong, as happy as i could. . .should even.
for you both, i will try.
sm0ga Abah + Amal aman dsana.

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Saturday, February 05, 2011


semalam, bufday adek wa yg bongsu yg ke 19 =)
da tua da :p
eventhough d family's incomplete bt it was alright ^^
masih agak janggal sambut kitorg 4 org je tp we're juz fine.


saket perut la pulok =.="


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sgguh sengal adek aku neh =.=" lenkali post respon kt komen la budak :)) haiyooo~

Ask Me Anything.I'll Try To Answer Honestly =)

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Friday, February 04, 2011


everytym i miss him, i'll go somewhere where i could feel relieved frm heartaches.
some place where i could still hear him as if those hurtful memories nvr had happen.
a place where i could calm ma soul.
a place where i could feel at least happy.
pathetic huh ?
bt dat's d only thing i could do whenever i miss him.
i couldn't go directly to him + say those words nw that he had his own life nw could i ? =.="
at least, juz for a moment. . .it felt as if were like b4. =)
at least, even not so much. . .i could feel ma heart fill up, being kebal again so dat nothing could make me upset. =)
huh~ darn this vulnerability :|

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being H.A.P.P.Y.

I wanna be
next to you
and watch you while you sleep

holding you
lost inside
every breath you breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

one minute more
a thousand years
it's all the same to me

cause i'm incomplete
and i need you more
with every breath i breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy


in love wif dis song ♥
nk dgr g kt tmpt neh ::Ms. Shasha::

y i love dis song ?
d words + d melody =)
dis song cam mnyanyikn d words yg susah for me to say to sum1 dat i love too much.
sad tp it's d hard truth.
i no more can say those words to him.
eventhough i say those awful words to him last tym, i nvr meant to hurt him more than i intended to.
for me, eventhough it breaks my heart bt i truly want to make him happy.
eventhough i'm far, far away. . .i juz love him frm where i am.
though i really want him to stay at least in ma dreams bt it's hard coz lately i dun dream abt anything *sigh*
n if i do rmmber those whirling images, it is always things i love + sum weird strangers dat i dunno.
bt d most vivid were d ones i had him in it =)
y i woke up so early ?
actually i couldn't sleep after subuh =.="
ma mind is full wif him =.=" which sucks.
messing wif ma heart.
making me missing him so much til it hurts.
i wanted to cry bt i juz held it in.
wat i need nw is sumthing or sumbody to make me even smile coz ma life kinda sucks after d incident.
so d only thing dat makes me happy nwadays is d thoughts of him.
bt wif a heart will ache if i do dat.
sad huh ?
bt dat's d only thing dat made me if not a little bit, happy.
d mere thought of him made ma heart flutters like shhh. . .bt it made me smile nonetheless =)
ma deepest wish is for him to b happy after-all =)
i couldn't lie even it made ma heart twist + turn like hell.huhuhu~
i dun want to wonder wat he's up to nw bt let ma mind linger to d tyms i had wif him.
it felt like eons ago since i felt truly happy.
huh *sigh*
even like dis, i'm still in love wif d jerk who stole ma heart =)
darn !

little notes : y am i still in love wif u ha ?

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Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Contest =)

checklist :
1. must follow Ms. Pipie ::DONE::

2. must tag 3 person who always update his/her blog.

♥ Ms. Shasha
♥ Ms. Reina
♥ Ms. Kira

3. talk abt ma pic not longer than 3 sentences.
hmph. . .well, dis pic was taken last night after finding sumthing wif PINK ;p i dun hate dat color, juz it's too girly for me :p y cover d face ? trying to b creative i guess ^^

4. put ur pic at ur blog's sidebar + must entitled it as 'The Pinky Contest' ::DONE::

5. comment this post if ur joining ::DONE::

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왜 ?

kalo ku himpun sgala melodi yg tidak sngaja ku senandungkn,
suda brjuta album kn ku ada atas nama mu. . .

huh~ *sigh*

out ! xde mood.


little notes : wae ? wae dangshin nan neun bogoshipposeo. . . ? =.="

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Tuesday, February 01, 2011

things describing me.

wa sbnrnye saje je nk post menatang neh.ngaa~
translate a few things abt myself ^^
kdg² bile ade org tny, wat kind of person i am, it's hard to tell unless mereka brkwn sndiri dgn wa ^____^
so, these are d things dat supposed to picture me *or so i thought*
it's kinda hard trying to find suitable words to describe myself.wahaha.

here it goes then;

i am :
• a normal human being
• still struggling in choosing options in life.
• cranky
• moody
• stubborn
• not so nice
• kinda a loner
• idle
• secretive
• talkative around close friends
• quiet around new encounters
• observant
• rational
• emotional
• not d one who cares abt other ppl's shhh.
• coldblooded
• warmhearted
• loving a gud debate especially d ones dat contradicts ma standing.woohoo~
• picky
• loving d luxuries + d comfortable
• mean
• considerate
• lovable
• irritating
• mine. nt anyone's
• crazy over cute things + electronic gadgets
• funny at tyms, serious d next
• not so good in expressing ma feelings wif words or actions
• hating ppl who doesn't bother to do what's right
• loving sum1 for 6yrs nw [since 2005] though it breaks my heart to loving him frm afar.
• not d one who have loads of real friends bt i appreciate d ones who still care abt me.
• really annoying when i dun talk much when i'm moody.haha !
• really, really annoying when i talk a lot when i'm upset.haha !
• patient bt dun push it ;)

little notes : so no offence if i'm being me, cuz dat's who i am =) i'm juz learning to live k ? =.=" i'm ever-changing things due to circumstances ;)

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cravings tym menstruation neh ampeh =.="

da². . .
cri idea nk wat pic brtemakn kaler pink.
adoyai. . .napo la pink ?
wa kureng ah pink² neh =.="

uhuk.cari idea. . .

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shoot~ tagged !

aiyaa =.="
saye d'tag oleh adek pinky chumel neh ;) ••Miss Pipie••
dsbbkn da kol 1am. . .too sleepy to do d n3 ye darl ;p
i'll do as fast as i can ^^
thnx for tagging me ey ? ;p

k, l8r ! ^^
out !

wassalam. ;]

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