Thursday, September 30, 2010

cry me a river.

wa da cube brtahan. . .
tp kesabaran wa ade limit weyh =.="
akhirnye wa create waterfall juga dhadapan insan brgelar Ibu.

Ibu, nape Mama alg camni Bu ? *sigh*




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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

karma.

wat goes around comes around. . .
tuh je yg aku leh describe wat is happening rite nw.
aku juz harap. . .she'll nvr experience d pain of letting go of sum1 secara paksa cam per aku rasa :|
bila sume bnde neh brlaku, aku tringtkn dia.
cinta hati aku.
aku trpaksa merelakn dia pergi dsbbkn manusia brgelar "ibubapa".
aku nk sgt ikutkn naluri hati neh tp apakan daya, aku trpaksa menahan segala seksa yg aku rasa dlm hati neh dgn melepaskn dia pergi.
Ya Allah! menggigil tgn neh bile menaip sume neh.
betapa bengang nye aku bile mngenangkn kembali tiap² patah perkataan yg she told me.
sume yg she said to me suda dikembalikn kpd her skrng neh =.="

manusia yg mnjelma dlm idop her is worse than cinta hati aku.


tp per aku mmpu buat ?
hw i wished i could turn back d tym n hold on tighter to ma love.
hmph~



ayg, i'm so sorry ;( hw i wished i could have done sumthing for us.
nw, watever she did to us goes back to her.
pdn muka dia kn ?
walopon kita x dpt brsama, org doakn yg trbaik tuk ayg.
moga ayg happy + tenteram brsama kuarga.
org ? i'm trying to find my own happiness as well :)
pnggnti ?
mngkin org xkn cari sesape lam hati neh.
i'm comfortable being solo ;)

wa cinta lu sgt² :) tc + may Allah bless you + your life.
amin.




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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

woohoo~!

fuh !
baru leh update ^^
napo lamo ?
sbb lappy kesygn saket.
x dpt nk online :D
jd menagih simpati pd adek² + ibu trchenta tuk memakai mereka punye TT
woohoo~
sedih er ?
ngeh. . .

tp !
walopn begitu, ade gak org temankn wa :)
sepupu kesygn wa dr Zamboanga City, Phils diculik oleh kami ke sini. . .
tp alas, only for 6days TT
bkn stakat kazen trchenta shj, bkl adek ipar pn ado ikut skali ^^
kekekeke. . .


herm. . .
today will b ma kazen's last day TT
esok, kna anto die ke airport Kuantan suda TT
sedih.


bila la lagi nk brtemu ye sepupu ? ;(

oke.
nk kemas umah.
bye.




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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin kpd semua ^^




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Thursday, September 09, 2010

nothingness. . .

wuh. . .

maybe my love will come back someday..
only heaven knows. . .
maybe our hearts will find a way. . .
only heaven knows. . .
n all i can do is hope and pray. . .
coz heaven knows. . .

all dis tym i'm acting so brave. . .
i'm shaking inside. . .
only heaven knows. . .



*sigh*

bile hati ini akn kembali kpd diriku ?
bile hati ini akn kembali normal ?
only He knows. . .




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Wednesday, September 08, 2010

why oh why. . . ?

urgh !

nape mesti manusia neh menyibuk lam hal yg x sepatutnya ?
perlu ke aku explain knape aku xmo buat neh, xmo buat tuh kt diorg ?
diorg neh sapa lam idop aku ?
penting sgt ke smpai perlu aku explain ?

yg plg wat aku bengang bile ada manusia brtny hal neh kt aku :

Me : Congrats on ur wedding !
Dem: Thnx ! ko bile lagi ?

or

Me : Congrats on bcoming parents !
Dem: Thnx ! ko bile lagi ?

perlu ke ?
grrrrr~~!!

aku mngucapkn tahniah kpd kawan² aku yg tlh brani mngorak langkah ke alam perkahwinan + bby-making thingies. . .
tp perlu ke korg b so insensitive ?
aku xmo kawen =.=" walopon aku nk anak.
ade sesape ke kt luar sane generous sgt² nk bg aku sorg anak ?

Ye !
alam perkahwinan neh byk manfaatnya.aku x menafikn.
lgpn sunnah Rasulullah SAW.
masih trngiang² lam tinge aku ape Abah aku kate psl nikah neh.
tp tuk aku, aku blm trbuka hati nk jadi isteri.
it's a BIG leap for me.
plus, i dun have d heart :)

ada sesape kat luar sane yg bleh terima a brokenhearted woman ?
ada sesape kat luar sane yg bleh heal a brokenhearted woman ?

prbbly it's like finding a needle in a heap of haystacks *sigh*
tp aku da give up totally in dis business.
in d future, sesape yg brave enough to face Mdm in asking my hand in marriage will b d only man i will love eternally.
it'll b hard bt i will try to love.

*sigh*
sape la yg brani when i dun have d heart to give ?
that, i wonder.




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Monday, September 06, 2010

pembunuh !

erm.hi !
hari neh, bunuh 2 ayam >.<"
woohoo~
tuh je ah nk taip.


bye.




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Sunday, September 05, 2010

kemanakah dikau menghilang. . . ?

wokeh..
bbrape ari x aktif ^^
sbb apo ?

wa men ran.
akekekeke..sgguh addictive ^^

okeh ah.smbung men RAN :)

sesapo men RAN...meh lew men RAN PH :p
sbb kazen wa sume men situ T_T
kna enhance my tagalog @.@ err~~
bye.




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Thursday, September 02, 2010

Xmo nyesal x suda d kemudian hari. . .

lappy wa masok spital.
wa kat cc.
xleh lelamo =.=" hish !
walopn wa nyer muke tgh kepanasan sbb pm dahulu tp wa xmo ada pnyesalan sbb keegoan wa.
wa sygkn dia..wa cintakn dia..
tp wa xde lak kate wa xmo b in gud terms dgn dia.
bknnye wa nk amek dia frm her tp based on our old tym's sake, wa tego dia.
wa xmo nyesal di kemudian hari.
jd, walopon pp wa suda panas...wa lega sbb wa suda mngambil keberanian tuk pm dia dulu.
wa x dulik suda.
oke !
papai.
nk mmpoz suda tym wa kt cc =.="

out !









**move along ! dia suda moved on.aku bile lagi ?
suda patah hati.remuk gile babi.
tp itukn yg aku pinta dr dia ?
mencintai org yg hadir dlm idop dia ?
bknkah itu yg aku mahukn ?
suda dpt, jd nape sedih ?
woohoo~
suda la makcik ! move along makcik !






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prayer. . .

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wa xmo pk pape tp wa aminkn apo yg dia doakn.
Ya Rabb ! wa masih cintakn dia *sigh*
napo la wa masih cintakn dia ?
demm~!!




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I Saw You. . .But I Couldnt Even Say "Hi" To You ;(

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i saw him bt i couldnt pm *sigh*
kenapa mesti nmpk dia tym aku da maw melupakan ?
words. . .
sakit nk bace + mngiyakn tp aku pn tulun aminkn.
sm0ga dia brbahagia brsama kuarge trcinta :)
walopon sakit tp aku redha.






**kenapalah aku cinta sgt pd dia ?
bila nk buang rasa cinta neh ?
bila nk ilang rasa cinta neh ?
bila nk lupa rasa cinta neh ?
huh~






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