Wednesday, July 28, 2010

erk !

found out sumthing today on FB. . .

er. . .

bile seseorg lelaki menanyakn seorg pmpn dgn soklan neh : " saye nk awk jd isteri sy " . . .

n then, si pmpn pn mnjwb : " ye. . .saye sudi " or watever..

dr segi hukum, tuh da sah brtunang.
org lelaki lain adalah haram bg si pmpn yg sudah brtunang tuh.




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aiyaa ! =.="

so hw ?
baru taw ari neh =.="
err :-s
kna dptkn kepastian neh :-ss




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Monday, July 26, 2010

5yrs being together, 5yrs to get over it ?

angin brtiup lembut, hari yg terang beransur gelap. . .
perubahan cuaca ni cam mncerminkn cuaca di dalam hati aku. . .

aku ske hujan :)
angin yg menyejukkn. . .
air hujan yg membasahi jalan² tar, bangunan² konkrit. . .sekian alam la. . .
menyelebungi semua kawasan yg trmampu dgn air hujan. . .
wap yg naik ke permukaan spt satu selimut yg suam :)
same prasaannya spt dpeluk seseorg dgn penuh kasih sayang. . .
knkdg leh menyesakkn dada. . .


setakat neh, aku belum brjumpe laie Mr.Rain :)
yg dpt memeluk aku dgn warmth + gentleness. . .
when will i find one ?
aku pn x mmpu nk brkata dgn confident nye. . .
mampukah aku tuk mmpercayai seseorg lelaki dgn hati ni ?
mampukah aku tuk mencintai lagi ?

aku takut.
ya.

aku takut.

kenapa ?
banyak sebab yg mmbuatkn aku takut tuk mnyerahkn hati neh pd seorg lelaki.
banyak sebab yg mmbuatkn aku takut tuk mmberikn kunci ke pintu hati aku kpd seorg lelaki.

perit.yet, it's beautiful.
aku x pnh cemburu pn dgn mmber² aku yg da ade cinta mereka.
even adek² + Mdm aku sndiri ada cinta mereka sndiri.
aku ?
suda ah.letih.
5thn aku brada ddlm relationship :)

ade org kate, it takes d same years to forget someone with d years spent together.
betul ke ?
kalo betul, it will take me 5 more years to exactly forget about my love.

i wonder who will make me gain trust again.
i wonder who can break the ice around my heart.
i wonder who can stand with my cool exterior.
i wonder. . .n will continuosly wondering til i found someone that is not afraid to have me; to love, to cherish, to trust + to b loyal. . .


susah nk cari org cam Papa :)
missing u old man ♥




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Saturday, July 24, 2010

a lullaby. . .

"it is tym to let go. . . " i would say to myself.

"it is tym to move on. . ." i would advice myself.

no matter what i do..no matter where i've been..
some memories are not meant to be forgotten...
it may have made me feeling bitter bt in d same tym, those memories were d ones i cherished most too...
torn, bt that's hw it is...

i could let go of ma breath nw.
it may take a while for me to b happy again...bt i believe, i will find my way once more ^^




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