Tuesday, November 24, 2009

aiyaa =.="

ih =.="
nyesal lak aku g mngggu ktenteraman blog aku neh =.="
kn da x lawa =.="
demm!

adeyh...
aku da lew tgh saket pewut..
xde mood ah nk edit blog neh =.="


kna tny lalink ah camne nk edit blog neh later2 =.="
saye saket pewut..
ilang mood..
tata!


**gudnite! out =.=" nk menikmati keindahan kesakitan yg melanda didlm perut aku neh...huh~ adeyh =.=" napo mdm aku neh main lagu lamo yg ade lagu brbisa neh lam track! ~x( demm...curse u song!!




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Monday, November 23, 2009

muntah muntah =.=" . . .

yeh!

lega lepas memuntahkn segala2nya lam toilet td =.="
ntah mnde aku mkn smpai muntah2 camtu =.="
isk...

papehal..
suda lega lepas muntah!
hahaha..



**jgn la saket plak pewut lepas muntah neh [-o< amin...




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Never Alone by BarlowGirl

i waited for You today
but You didn't show
no no no
i needed You today
so where did You go?
You told me to call
said You'd be there
and though i haven't seen You
are You still there?

i cried out with no reply
and i can't feel You by my side
so i'll hold tight to what i know
You're here ... and i'm never alone

and though i cannot see You
and i can't explain why
such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my mind
we cannot separate
cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
i'll trust the unseen

i cried out with no reply
and i can't feel You by my side
so i'll hold tight to what i know
You're here ... and i'm never alone

we cannot separate
cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
i'll trust the unseen

i cried out with no reply
and i can't feel You by my side
so i'll hold tight to what i know
You're here ... and i'm never alone

by, Barlowgirl - Never alone



**lagu neh ost New Moon...this song suits me :) i cant see him..cant feel him..bt i hold on tight to wat i feel+know..he's here within me...so it calmed me :) eventhough he'll nvr b by my side...i kept him here in my heart...so that i wont feel alone...




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Sunday, November 22, 2009

hehe...

okeh!
ade org kate yg pmpn perlu stand on her own 2 feet..
mostly, feedback yg akn dtrime..ramai wanita akn myokong statement tuh..
betul?

hw abt me then?
wat do i need?
wat do i want?

i need a great deal of things...
tp da leh dkatakn cam want lak er..


all i need is a group of ppl that wont condemn me when i'm down...
a group of ppl that trust me for d decisions i make in my life...
a group of ppl that will open their arms to me when i made mistakes...
a group of ppl that will give me strength to move on with my life...

i've got those kind of ppl..
bt still they dun understand me :)
it's not like i dun want to open up..
tp i dun think they'll understand if i do...

i have almost everything that i want in my life..
friends ?
well, walopon jumlah yg kecil..
bt i love them dearly :)
dan snggup buat per je for them to b happy...
family ?
eventhough we're incomplete...bt i'm thnkful to have them 24/7 ;p
they wont understand completely abt wat i'm thinking...
bt they love me for who i am...100% :)
tuh! aku leh bet ;p
money ?
i'm content wif wat i have nw :)
alhamdulillah...cukup tuk meneruskn kehidupan di dunia yg materialistik neh..
love of my life ?
herm..
tuh je prob =.="
i dun seem to have that particular piece in my jigsaw puzzle kinda life...
huh~ :-<
gud woman slalu dpt gud man huh?
then y d heck most gud women interested gegile dgn a baddie :-?
why????

i'm one of those foolish girls..
walopon aku x consider diri aku neh baik...
huhu..

fuhh~!
y can't i have those goodlooking hero lam citer yg aku ske tgk? =.="
da lew hensem..baik lak tuh..wat2 jahat..tp hati baik 8->
huhuhu..
cam citer yg aku tgk neh..superman old skool 8->
wah hensemnye clark kent 8->

"if u need a friend...come n fly to me...
if u need to b loved..i'm d one u should turn to.."

by, Lois Lane...

i wonder when i'll b that kind of friend to someone...
i wonder when i'll b that person that someone can turn to for love...

i have so much love...
spt kata salah seorg drpd a very close friend of mine abt myself..
aku ni penuh dgn kasih sayang..
heh!
hai meh?

then y cant i find that kind of person in this entire world?
someone who wants me to b his friend when he needed a friend..
someone who want me to b his lover when he needed me to love..
where can i find that special someone?
n when will i find him?

soalan ni dr kecil aku asyik menanya..
sejak abah bgtau aku yg kita manusia neh dilahirkn brpasang-pasangan..
i've been fascinated abt the fact that i have my other half..
my Adam :)
who is my Adam ?
sume org lam dunia neh mncari Hawanya...mncari Adamnya...
spt mane aku mncari Adam kepunyaan aku :)


so where in d world are u my Adam...
when can i find u ?
i fell in love wif u since d 1st tym i have known that i have u :)
i've been keeping all my love for u...
i kept my eyes on a look-out for u..
bt instead i've been hurt along d process...
i gave my love to unnecessary ppl...
who dun even worthy of it...
love is pure bt d ppl who i gave it away dun appreciate it...

mdm kate aku neh romantik =.="
itu aku mngaku..
i've got soft spot for love...
coz i believe in it...
to b having it wif d one who'll give love to me too is a dream come true...
having spent my whole life wif that special someone is a dream for me...

ye..aku neh tamak..
aku even leh jeles dgn anything yg rapat to d person i love...
even a touch of d beautiful sunlight to his skin...leh mnjeleskn aku..
coz i cant get close enough...

right nw, i dunno anything anymore...
all i'm waiting is for my Adam to come for me quickly...
b4 i stop hoping for love..
b4 i close this heart forever..
b4 my heart turns into stone...

i dun wanna share d person i love wif anyone...
so i'm sorry if i'm being selfish..
coz that's wat love turns me into...
walopon kbhagiaan aku adalah trletak pd thp kebahagiaan kekasih hati aku...
namun, it's unfair for me i'm d one who do d sacrifices...
it's unfair for me coz i love dat special someone only...
He must only love me...
sptmane aku hny akn cintai die...
obses?
no...it's not...
dis is all about being loyal...
to d one..to d only one..
tade kedua, tade ketiga...tade keempat...dan seterusnya...
juz me...
tp kalo tade org spt tuh tuk aku...
aku lebih rela simpan cinta aku tuk kuarge aku+bakal kuarge yg aku akn bina...
seorg diri...tnpa lelaki brgelar suami..tanpa Adam kpunyaan aku...
mngkin jua Adam kpunyaan aku tuh, suda pergi dulu sblm aku...
hw should i noe er...
sume tuh ddlm tgn Allah swt...



huh~
i loved once...
n to love again is impossible for me right nw...
it may take years to forget...
bt it all depends on d man that is determine to conquer my heart...
will he b strong enough to make me fall in love wif him akhirnye?
will he b patient enough to wait for me to eventually fall in love wif him in the end?
aku tataw...
mngkin ke aku brjmpe dgn Adam kepunyaan aku satu hari nnti?
aku tataw :)
tuh...
aku serahkn kpd yg pakar ;)


**spt lam satu citer jpn yg aku da tgk few days ago, "walopon cinta x dpt nk mnyatukn kita pd waktu dulu, ikatan yg ade pd kita akn slalu mncari jln tuk kita brsua kembali dan mnggapai pluang tuh tuk mnyemai cinta yg dtgglkn dahulu..." true or not? i'll leave it to that ;)




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saket pewut...

okeh !
ke mana aku pegi er?

sbnrnye..
aku keletihan :p

ari sbtu ke apo..
teman mama g dental clinic..
buang itu nanah kek gigi...
huhuhu...

lopeh tuh, g meroyan tgk wayang brsama mereka..
tgk senario..
besh gak ah...
smpai x larat da aku nk gelak :))

satu laie sbb..
aku kesakitan perut..
xleh kentut..bahye :-s
takut loaded lak kalo kentut :-s
ewww....
so slalunye aku akn dpt tido kompem lps subuh...
huhuhu..

ari neh?
teman mama g renew insurance policy+roadtax myvi...
alhamdulillah sume brjln lancar :)

walopon keadaan cuaca yg slow...
asyik ujan..
ade certain area suda dinaiki air...
jln ke paka suda ditutup..
sian joe..hahaha..

tp mmg expected pn bg negeri2 yg slalu bnjir neh..
cume, aku brdoa..
agak x teruk sgt smpai leh meragut nyawa manusia [-o<
xde kehilangan nyawa...
huhu..
scary tuh...


lagi satu!
memalam aku tgk cd..
buang tebiat tgk citer :D
tuh psal tade update blog..
wahahaha..

maleh ah..
asyik aku je update...
aleh2 asyik org len je bace per aku post...
nk gak aku bace mnde org len post kt blog diorg dulu...
so aku pn duk melengah2 kn mase :D
biokn yg len postkn per diorg nk post..
then baru aku :">
nmpknye evil plan brjaya..
wahahahaha >:)


lagi satu!
aku nyer pala pening..
tuh psal aku maleh nk online...
tuh psl agak lamo xde update..
*ceh pdhal bru 3 ari =.="

ngaaa...
tp ok ah tuh :p
dpt gak aku taw betapa windunye bini2 aku kt aku :">
kahkahkah..
gatai :">
lalalala...

**tuh je aku nk mmbebel...tp, betul wat :p hahaha..mish u both :* betul :-s




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Thursday, November 19, 2009

ma lovers...ma frens...♥


**cumel er ^^ ngehehehe..culik :p

neh saye dan bini² saye :)
saye harap..
mereka akan sentiase berada didalam hidup saye...
kawan dunia akhirat..!
saye harap..
kami xkn gado smpai tahap WorldWarIII :-s ouh no!
saye harap..
kami nyer anak²...[insyaAllah, tuh pn kalo aku kawen =.="] akn jd rapat cam kami :)
saye harap..
walopon sebuduh mane..segile mane..semereng mane pn saye, mereka dpt melempang+mnyedarkn saye bahwe saye neh da overboard!
saye harap..
mereka akan sentiasa disisi saye sehingga ke akhir hayat saye..
eh! bkn aku da taip?
hahaha..
tuh je aku nk mepek..

**bile aku nk mndi neh =.="




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jiwang skjap ! ♥



take my hand..
take my whole life too..
for i can't help falling in love wif u :)

**richard marx - can't help falling in love wif u...huh~ walopon bangang thp gaban! tp i can't help myself from loving u deeply...




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ujan² . . . ♥


•drip drip...


•tepi longkang neh ado byk kenangan..antaranya dgn beliau :)


•haih~ . . .


•blub blub..


•ngee..tmpt peveret kt blakang umah..umah Pkck Merah :D

ujan² neh...
besh tido =.="
kehkehkeh~

dsbbkn saye xleh nk mkn..
saye menghirup bau je ah lauk yg tlh dmasak..
sesambil dgr lagu² omputih yg pemes in d 90's ...
ngeh~

sgguh sejuk =.="

**saye lapaw ah T_T sabo² . . . lagi 3jam T_T




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memories. . . ♥


**kusi blah kiri; abah, kusi sofa kt tgh; mohd najib, kusi blah kanan; amal

tmpt neh..
ade kenangan mereka :)

saye merindui mereka :)


** . . . tade bnde nk kate ttg post neh...huhu~




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humph ! ♥

humph!
hari neh aku masak sensorg T_T
ampeh cik ecah neh =.="




**tuh jek aku nk komplen :p kehkehkeh..




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mood : happy x trkata² ! ♥

semalam er...
sungguh sejuk :">
saye suke sejuk²..reason ?
saye tataw nape saye suke sejuk..
mungkin sebab saye x suke berpeluh..hehe :D

semalam gak er...
saye sungguh pelik binti ajaib :))
nk taw per kesah?
okeh!

pd suatu petang..
sedang saye memandu kereta melalui drive-thru kepunyaan Pakcik Merah..
saye nyer montot gegar..betul gegar..
maleh nk raba montot...sebab sedang flirt² dgn akak cun pekerja Pakcik Merah..
lepas abes, saye pn drive lew ke depan sket..
aiseyh! =.=" ado kete lain..tarik henbrek jap...
okeh! mase tuk meraba montot..
check kekasih hati !
tertera dimuka kekasih hati saye...nom yg saye x sangke² akn mmberi saye sms! :o
betul !



saye trkejut la !
sambil sengih sensorg...
saye membalas kembali sms trsebut :">
cik chechak mmberi sms ah !
brbunge² hati saye ketika tuh..
betul !

semalam gak er...
pepagi laie saye trime sms dari manusia yg x disangka² :p
saye gembira :D



saye terus call minah tuh :))
x pueh ati nyer psal..
brtuah betul leh mmpi saye begitu :))=))
kahkahkah...


pehtu er..
pagi tadi :">
pagi yg sgguh sejuk + aman damai...
waktu subuh...
dgn mamai² + trkial² nyer mata neh..
sgguh liat !
ade la gegaran disebelah kiri kepala saye...
saye trkejut juge !



dimuka kacak kekasih hati saye..
ade sms !
dari cik chechak ♥
bahagia suda pagi saye :)
saye pn reply la..

pagi neh!
saye tetibe rajin mngemas katil lepas bangun je dr tido :))
mdm saye pelik..
hahahaha...
happy nyer 8->

**ngee..couldn't help smiling! :)




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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

S.U.D.D.E.N.L.Y ! ! ♥

tetibe kn...
saye rindu org² neh =.="


1. Nor Hidayah Abd Rahim
2. Hazuzulaikha
3. Nur Melissa Nasyrah
4. Shaliza Salleh
5. Nur Elfyra MN
6. Siti Amirah Yusof
7. Noorhaslinda Samsudin
8. Idris Yusop
9. Mohd Ikhmal Hisham Idris
10.Mohd Najib Ahmad Salemy
11.Faiz busuk ! haha..

huh...
bile leh ketemu ?

saye pn tataw...


**sbnrnye aku tgh upload pic ke fb..sgguh buhsan menunggu =.="




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to b or not to b =.=" ♥

heh . . .

aku neh sbnrnye seorg yg sgguh tamak =.="
aku x ske share things yg aku syg dgn org len...
tuh baru bnda..bkn manusia laie =.="

tp dsbbkn sharing, satu komuniti tuh jd teguh..why not tul?

ha !

kes neh aku xleh nk ikut..
brpoligami =.="

neh pge psal poligami yg aku da bace..n amat menarik perhatian..
POLIGAMI

heh..
soalannye..mampukah aku?
menerima kehadiran wanita² lain dlm hidup suami trcinta?
walopon ganjaran yg besar dberi kepada isteri yg redha...
mampukah aku? kuatkah aku?

Ya...impian aku bile aku da meninggalkn dunia neh adalah brada disisi Raja Hati di syurga nnti [insyaAllah..]
malah aku sedia maklum dgn ganjaran para isteri jika melakukn tugasnya sbg seorg isteri dgn jayanya...dgn redhanya si suami...


ape kata hati aku?
walopon amat payah tuk aku menerima kehadiran wanita lain lam idop insan trcinta..
namun kalo itu yg dpt mmbuatkn suami trselamat dr seksaan di alam yg satu lagi, aku sanggup :)
ikhlas hati aku brkata..aku sanggup...
aku redha..

sejak die kembali pd aku...
aku x lagi rase saket di dada..
adakah suda heal?
die ubat bg segala sakit di dada+jiwa aku...
op koz! dgn die kembali kpd aku suda mengubat segala luka yg die tlh lakukn trhdp aku..

aku jua x lagi rase sakit dgn fact yg die suda mmpunyai insan lain dlm hidup die..tambah satu lagi pn !
aku suda xde rase sakit..
tp er..aku kna redha ngn sorg laie ah camtu :-?
sbb aku rase x selesa dgn yg sorg laie =.="
camne nk buat aku selesa dgn die ?
aku pn tataw..tp aku akn buat spt mane aku slalu buat..
mncari ikhtiar supaya x rase kekok dgn memane pihak..
sesungguhnya, aku amat benci bile aku da x selesa dgn seseorg :)

bace artikel tuh..
sdket sbyk menyejukkn hati aku :)
subhanallah ! aku xkn mmbiarkn suami ku melakukn dosa dgn mngadakan zina pd wanita lain !
no no no no...
lebih baik dihalalkn saje, jnji suami ku x melakukn dosa yg itu...

adakah aku brsedia?
tataw..
sbb aku blm mngalaminya..
tp insyaAllah...aku akn brusaha tuk mmbuat sehabis baik..
aku akn brusaha sbb cinta aku pd die...
aku akn brusaha sbb aku xmo trpisah dgn die...
ckp la skali je kami brpisah..brpisah zahir je aku leh trime..
sbb aku akn pegang dgn janji Allah pd isteri yg kehilangan suami mereka secara mati..
iaitu, akn dtemukn lagi skali dgn si suami yg trakhir dinikahi semasa hayatnya di dunia...di dalam syurga kelak mnjadi bidadari suami...
tuh yg aku maw..itu yg aku kejar...

aku x snggup laie da tuk brpisah...
hati aku x tahan...jiwa aku seksa...

walopon aku dberi harta yg melimpah ruah skalipn..
hati+jiwa aku masih kosong..
aku brdoa..
agar jodoh antara aku + die dperkuatkn...dsatukn jua akhirnya...
walo setinggi mana tembok..walo sekejam mane prjalanan neh..
aku brdoa agar aku dpt kembali kepada die yg aku cinta...
dgn prtolongan Tuhan yg Esa..
aku brdoa...



**jadi? adakah aku trime dimadukn? insyaAllah... :)




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saye risaukn kamo. . . betul . . .♥

aku lege bile dpt mndgr sore die :)

degil!

da kate namo buat..buat gak !

ha kn da sakit :(

namo ah buat lagi k? :(

saye risau lew :(

saye sayang kamo :(

namo wat camtu laie taw ! :(


mwahx !


**gile aku neh...mnantikn manusia yg brgelar penchuri hati² wanita..ade impian lak tuh nk brbini 4 =.=" demm lu ! >:p siyes..wa rase wa da gile...tp ! wa x ske share !!! aaaAAaaaaa~~!! sorg da la !!




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mereka pd 021009. . .♥

video



neh er..
vid mase wa jmpe diorg 8->
ado kek mid neh 8->
windu mereka :(
lalink :* nonik :*
winduuuuuuuuu >:D<


**gadis ayu brbaju kuwong biwu tuh Nur Melissa Nasyrah..yg gadis berbaju coklat sedondon ngn aku tuh Nor Hidayah Abd Rahim :"> windu mereka so much ;(




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waklu ! ♥

neh..
die marah sinat aku rase :-?
hahahaha =))
aku ske tgk mimik² muke die neh =))
windu ah.. 8->


video




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Monday, November 16, 2009

konsert MissCicak prt2. . .♥

video

aku ske tgk muke die kt sini 8->
klako..
tuh psal aku ske miming :->
hahahahahaha =))


**kompem minah neh muke nye da merah :"> =)) x sangke² aku akn poskn kt sini er /:) wahahahaha =))




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konsert MissCicak. . .♥

psst~!


nk tgk bini wa wat konsert?


leh >:) kihkihkih...


video


dan semuanya menghilang...
toot tootoo too...
ngehehehe >:)
byk sbnrnye neh :-?
tp mkn maso lak =.="
xpo..sesatu >:)
wa sabar.. wahahahaha..



**tribute to MissCicak :) mwahx kamo!




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lagu hasil dr hati aku tym aku buhsan. . .♥

aku de buat lagu...
tp tataw sedap ke tidak..
kalo ikutkn aku, da sedap :D
wehehehehe..

Peliknya...

Ontah

Sakit.Hati


**neh sume lagu tym aku nyer jiwa tgh lara..ilham ? Dia =.="




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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Ya Allah...♥

saye risaukn die :(

Ya Allah..
jgn la kaw tarikkn die dulu...
sembuhkn la penyakit nya Ya Allah...
jauhkn dirinya drpd sebarang kecelakaan Ya Allah..
lindungilah die Ya Allah..
walopon aku x berhak tuk meminta sume neh..
sedangkn aku sndiri berdosa pd Mu..
tp aku memohon supaya dipanjangkn usianya Ya Allah..
sembuhknla kekasih hati ku Ya Allah...




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boo hoo... ♥


neh apo maksud nye neh =.="
adakah wa xleh brmain laie da??
demm!




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impian aku. . . ♥

aku risau...

bahwe prasaan aku tuk sekumpulan manusia neh akn mnybbkn aku brada di atas pagar..

jump? or not to jump?

aku da serik nk mngharapkn pape pd sesape...

bknnye aku x ikhlas bile aku brkawan dgn sesape..cume aku da letih bile aku ikhlas, org² tuh lak tikam blakang aku :))

aku admit..aku ade manusia yg dpggil kawan..tp sahabat tuh?

aku leh kire pkai jari je brape..

sbb x sume nye leh trime aku...x accept pala hutak aku brpk...

dan ade nye tuh, mngmbil kesempatan diatas budibicara aku trhadap mereka...

salah aku ke aku melayan manusia bebaik?

da aku dbesarkn dgn care tuh...lgpn aku xmo org wat aku jejahat..tuh psal aku lyn mane² org bebaik je..

baik ke mereka..jahat ke mereka..tuh blakang citer..
sbb aku pentingkn keikhlasan diorg tuk brkwn dgn aku..
nawaitu mereka...

kalo diorg memainkn aku..baik x pyh..sbb aku da letih dpermainkn oleh manusia yg x pnh anggap aku neh kawan :)
aku layan bebaik..siap baik dgn famili..tp last² mngmbil kesempatan ke atas kenaifan aku...

ye!
aku naif..sbb anggap sume manusia tuh baik²...
sbb aku x nk buwok sangke kt org..x baik!

tp nape diorg ske wat aku cam smpah in d end?
as i grew..i learned..
so i bcame hard...
ppl hard to understand..hard to decipher..
hard as a treasure chest buried deep into sea..wif a rusted chain+lock eaten away for years...

aku malas da nk citer hal aku..
sbb bg aku, kawan² neh brmuke². . .


tp!
walopon camtu..ade yg tul² ikhlas :)
cume, tuh mngkin prob aku sndiri sbb fobia nk bgtau pape psal hal aku kt org..
aku x pnh open up to anyone in my life!
siyes..
diorg yg tgk aku..mesti kate aku neh happy nyer org..
mmg aku neh happy²..tp aku ade jiwa yg lara :)
jiwa yg da rosak...
jiwa yg da makin mnghilang...

waiting for sumbody to save me i guess...
aku masih ade harapan tuh..
bahwe satu ari nnti..aku akn dpt sahabat² yg akn stand by me..
x kesah aku betul..x kesah aku salah..
kire cam citer Musketeer...all for one..n one for all!
u jump..i jump..
akhirnye..aku akn dgn rela mmbuka jiwa aku tuk diorg yg mmbuka jiwa mereka pd aku...

kire cam citer yg aku ske..
heroin² aku mase aku kecik²..
Sailormoon!
kehkehkeh..

die brtuah sbb ade sahabat² yg mmg sejati by her side..
SailorMars, SailorJupiter, SailorMercury + SailorVenus..
dan x lupe jua pd si kacak TuxedoMask♥
kehkehkeh...
wa nk cari wa nyer 4 serikandi..dan 1 hero yg gagah prkasa...
tp bile?
tggu aku da mati lemas?
ngeh~

ontah...




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Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl ♥

thnx to : MusicLyric


You're everything I thought you never were
Ain't nothing like a thought could have been
Still, you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there
At the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But untill now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you're not deserved of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that
You would walk away

Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there
At the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I met a place I thought I'd never be, oh
I'm living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah
And I won't be afraid, my broken heart as free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my babe
Don't wanna take a breath without my babe



**lagu neh mnyatakn ttg prasaan ku pd kamo wahai cinta :) . . .




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chord ouh chord ! ♥

chord finder neh can come in handy one day ^^

>> ChordFinder <<




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demm! ♥

id aku kna lock :((

bangkaiiiiiiiiiiii :((

saponye koje neh :((

xpo ah =.="

aku x syg sgt pn =.="

walopon tuh id 4 char T_T
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :((

sapo la laie brmurah hati nk bg aku id 4char =.="

tuh atas penat lelah aku menukar pass :((




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Saturday, November 14, 2009

aku minta maaf + aku berterima kasih . . .♥

okeh =.="

salah aku ke?

aku x pnh minta pn pape balasan...

agak cam meluat thp dewa la er..deactivate je :)

aku x pnh meminta pape pn..komen ka pape ka..siyes tade... 0 ...

tp kalo tuh pn da letih..aku x pnh meminta tuk djadikn habit..

x suke, bgtau !

aku xkn buat da...

smpai bebile pn aku x pnh mngharapkn sesape tuk memahami...

sbb aku da trime ape yg aku akn dpt in d end...

tp org len ske salah faham aku...

bile aku cube tuk terangkn...mereka condemn kaw2 :))

aleh2, aku da brhenti brckp...

aku jd 'bisu' pn aku x hengat sejak bile...

tp kalo ini mnyusahkn...serious, bgtau aku...aku akn brhenti :)

dan maafkn aku sbb tlh mmbebani seseorg yg aku sangka larat tuk mndgr saje...

aku x minta solution...juz mndgr..

tp kalo tuh pn x mmpu...aku nk harapkn dr sape laie?

org yg aku pggil sahabat...tramatlah sedikit :)

tp tuh pn kalo aku x layak tuk dpt di dunia neh...

jadi baik bgtau...sbb aku da lame redha dgn hal tuh...


skali lagi aku meminta maaf :) x pnh plak brniat tuk mmbebani kaw dgn isi hati aku :)

trime kasih krn brada dsmping aku slame neh.. ;)

walopon x sbrape..tp aku amat mnghargai usaha kaw tuk mndgr aku slama neh :)

jadi..terima kasih !




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why. . . ? ♥

aku suke die...


terlalu sukakn die...


smpai aku tataw per reason kenapa aku sukakn die sgt2...


prasaan aku tuk die tuh leh dkatakn extreme..

tp tuh la yg trjadi bile hati da trpaut :)


die da menangkap hati aku dr mula lagi...

everything abt die..tlh mmpersonakn aku...


huh~!

i wonder y i like him so much...




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antara sosej + roti . . .♥

okeh !
per aku nk taip neh tade kaitan ngn makanan yg dsebut kt atas :))

sbnrnye er..
wat's up wif men + pads ?

huh~!
wat are d reasons actually ?
nape laki ade krisis dgn pad pmpn ?

bnde tuh bknnye menjijikkn =.="
tuh adalah satu keperluan bg seorg wanita yg da baligh =.="

cam sir idris + encik amal..
diorg slambe je g beli bile tym memerlukn mereka tuk kuar pegi beli :))
siap taw which one yg d gurls ske pkai laie :))
ade wings or without wings..
overnight..maxi..or slim...

org lelaki camtu..adalah sgguh SUGOIIII* [aku tataw camne nk eja..tp sebutan lebeh kureng ah =.="]
maksudnye...sgguh cool ^^
sbb diorg tak pk pape pn..tuh keperluan bg wanita2 yg mereka syg n menunggu di rumah..
menunggu tuk diselamatkn dr bah merah =.=" ewwww...

lgpn er..
bg aku laie ah..
org laki yg peka ttg keperluan seorg pmpn adalah amat seksi...
n x malu kpd umum bahwe diorg mnjage pmpn yg diorg amek berat :)

aku ?
tramatla dukacita tuk dikatakn..
pngalaman aku dgn laki + modes adalah amat mnggeramkn hati sahaja =.="
betul..

ade ke patut die malu =.="
bknnye die yg pkai..
aku yg pkai..tp die yg malu =.="
lgpn, pad adalah satu keperluan..x pyh nk dhiraukn pn..
kalo laki lain gelak..heh !
diorg tuh penakut =.="
cube tny diorg, pad per yg paling digemari oleh wanita2 ddlm idop diorg..
mak ke..adik pmpn ke..kakak ke..makcik ke..
kompem trkial2 =.="

heh...
macho ke kalo diorg tataw?
bg aku diorg tuh bodoh ilmu =.="
cam doktor yg tataw pape psal profesion diorg..pdhal da pegang stetoskop contohnye..

perlu taw sbb itu ilmu...
penting sbb nnti bile diorg da bristeri+branak pmpn...
tym emergency diorg xleh nk kuar umah camne?
xkn nk suwoh diorg pkai kapas?
bodoh!

so wahai lelaki yg gagah + perkasa...
x salahnye kalo anda mmbelikn pad tuk wanita2 yg menunggu :)
x jatuh macho anda jika mmbelikn tuk wanita2...
x memalukn anda pn malah wanita2 yg lain akn brasa sgguh cemburu thp gaban kepada wanita yg anda tulun mmbelikn pad trsebut..
malah mereka akn meminta lelaki2 mereka tuk mencontohi prbuatan anda yg mulia yg tlh "menyelamatkn" wanita2 yg memerlukn pad pd mase tuh..

so!
sile ubah mentaliti anda ye wahai lelaki yg gagah + perkasa diluar sana!!




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citer semalam...♥

baru lek dr kg ^^
agak happy gak smlm sbb dtemani oleh org yg da lame aku x dgr sore die 8->

yes!
aku dpt mmbuatkn beliau geram..
bknnye slalu pn aku dpt buat die geram..
dan slalu nye aku yg geram bile die wat aku geram :))

aku pueh ati ;p
cumel dgr die mngumel 8->
tp aku kate je x cumel :p

windu nk dgr sume tuh..
tp biase ah..ego aku x bnrkn die taw ! :D

mmg aku cube sedaya upaya aku tuk tebalkn dinding yg aku bina sejak dirobohkn oleh beliau 4thn lps...

ntah brkesan ke tidak usaha aku..
tp rasenye die x prasan :p
ngahahaha..

papehal!
aku pueh ati ^^
smpai tido trmmpi2 die :-s
mimpi yg bg aku agak trkejut n klaka..
in d same tym scary..sbb ade yg x ske aku + die begitu..
ape maksud nya?

aku tataw...
papehal aku pueh ati ^^
so, i'm happy ;)




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Friday, November 13, 2009

emo² psal die...♥


No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you. . .



**i feel it's unfair for me to b dis way...unfair to myself..sbb aku taw, die happy tnpa aku :) aku je x happy tnpa dia..walopon camtuh, spt lagu Tomok ! ye Tomok ;p "aku akn teruskn idopku tanpa dia..." huh~ plan tuh hopefully brjaya ah ;(




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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Idris bin Yusop + Mohd Ikhmal Hisham Idris. . .along rindu abah + bby ;( ♥

nk jmpe sir idris + encik amal :)
windu mereka sgt². . .

esok pagi 0900. . .
balik masjid tanah :)

**mmpi abah...die tny aku psal decision aku dlm menentukn langkah strusnya..pelik er, he + i linked wif minds..tp using ma own voice..tringt men chess dgn beliau ;( abah ! along rindu sgt² dgn abah ;( . . .alg buat neh tuk kite gak, bah ;( lgpn..maw mulakn idop yg baru...trlalu byk sakit lam dada along neh abah :)




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bencinta kamo. . . ♥

aku da penat ah saket hati neh sbnrnye..
spnjg 3thn + 4bln dgn die..
asyik DIE~~ je manjang citer nye..

spt lam sistem suria..
die adalah matahari bg sistem azura =)

ye =.="
dak bunguks tuh adalah matahari aku..
huh~

he pulled me in wif his personal gravity..

cam bangsat er..

knkdg aku brtny pd diri aku sndiri..
why him?

hensem?
heh. . . =.="
hensem laie kuda My Little Pony yg kwn sepermainan zmn kecik aku tuh conteng² dgn marker kaler biru.. =.="

baik?
baik laie kawan yg tikam blakang aku mase kecik² dulu...

tp ntah ah..

aku tataw camne nk lupekn die :-<
hati aku da mati...
i tried so hard to open up to anyone..
cthnye! ada taw makhluk Tuhan neh da menunggu aku slame 4thn =)
tp aku xleh trime sbb mencurigakan..
heh~!
kill me if i say looks doesn't appeal to anyone =.=" that's shit ah !
heck! looks say everything..
ye! aku tgk rupe dulu..regardless of ma own..
tp even org sehuduh aku mncari yg sehensem Robert Pattinson ataupn those C+J+Kpop Male stars..
let's face it !
that's fact k !

kalopn x sehensem mereka..
at least ade la manis nya =.="
xde ah cam rupe org nk rugul ataupn pecah umah.. =.="

satu laie yg leh putun stim aku nk tangkap cintan ngn seseorg..
language :)
i dun mind ppl swearing..bt those who swears WILL NOT b in ma 'Dream Husband' list ;) permanently.
unless, they changed their ways of d tongue :)

cth!
kalo dr awal prkenalan da mule "hoi pmpn..ko nk g mane weyh!"
teettt~!
wrong move if that person nk tackle aku..

heh..
so! aku x heran pabila org kate aku picky..
yes! i am..
i'm too damn picky!

tp akhirnye..
aku dpt yg swearing-loving, full-of-crap kinda person ;p
yet, he's fun :)
bt! ade but...
he's not always appear all tough + manly...
cam org yg ade split identities..
he's that kind of person..unik ah die neh..tuh yg wat aku trtarik in d 1st place =.="


why him?
it's bcoz he needs me...
dr simpati...ade sifat maw mnjaga...
dr mnjaga...ade sifat maw mngasihani...
dr brkasihan...timbul cinta :)
simple equation...
bt too darn hard to solve once inside =.="

am i too easy?
i dun think i am...
tp nape he takes me so lightly?
aku x pnh dgr or even mmbaca pape pn luahan prasaan die ttg sesuatu prkara spnjg aku brsama dgn die..
tp aku x prlu nk tny jika orgnye sndiri tamaw mmbuka pekung di dada..tul?
jd aku amek alternatif dgn b by his side..in silent..
juz b by his side...it's a HappyWorld for me...
without brbunyi pape...without mmbebel pape...
juz duduk sblah die...b ready when he needs a shoulder to lie his head...
pendek kate..mnjd sebuah alat tuk die melepaskn keletihan bile dunia neh being unfair to him...
a tool for him..

walopon aku taw hakikat tuh..
walopon aku taw aku akn disakiti...
walopon aku taw bahwe aku mngkin akn dbuang satu ari nnti...
tp aku ingin cherish..aku ingin meraikn segala titik sejarah yg dbuat dalam mase aku brsama dgn die, selama-lamanya...

aku akan sentiasa ada utk dia...
i will always come for him...



**kegeraman melanda namun ape la dbandingkn dgn kuasa rindu+sayang yg trlalu kuat yg akhirnye menundukkn kemarahan yg timbul di dlm hati :)




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@#$@#%@@% . . . huh~ ♥

heh =.="
in other words..

pegi mmpoz ah senang..
y should i care tul?

it is OBVIOUSLY aku mmg da tade kna mngena ngn ape yg diorg wat...
sebab..MEMANG aku tade kna mngena pn..

JADI~
wat d hell im feeling so pissed off??

sbb :

1. walopon he's a complete jackass's asshole..aku masih cam org bodoh menyayangi [ crap ! ]

2. walopon he's a stupid jerk..aku masih cam org bodoh merindu [ damn ! ]

3. walopon he's extremely insensitive wif wat i might b feeling..actually he knows cume cam bangkai prangai suwoh aku update psal his current lovelife knape!! bodoh la kaw ! aku benci kaw ! tapi aku cinta kaw ! aghhhh~!!!

4. walopon he's increative..mnggunakn pick-up lines yg aku rase amat bodoh+mnggelikn hati aku..tp hey! those were once mine :) aku suke pick-up lines bodoh tuh..huhu

5. walopon he's a lousy joker yg bg joke bodoh + xmasok akal knkdg..tp tuh la yg wat aku gelak brdekah² leh smpai brguling kt atas lantai bile aku moody !

6. walopon die dgn konfidennye mnyatakn bahwesenye die taw 100% psal aku [ceh! tuh aku leh sangkal..mane de org taw aku 100%..mdm aku pn tataw aku 100%..aku anak die tuh =.="]. . tp aku ske tahap konfiden die, leh gugur jiwa aku..lgpn, hampir ke semua yg die bgtau aku ttg aku adalah betul =.=" aku deny la cam org gile pn..siyes mangkuk hayun tuh leh citer psal aku dr A - Z..bangkai ah!


huh~!
bodoh la kaw neh..
kenapa wat aku camni ah !
aku sayangkn kaw..kaw tahu !
tapi kenapa suka seksa aku dgn bnde keparat mcm neh =.="
suda la dgn seksaan² hati+jiwa yg kaw berikn kpd aku..
x ckp laie ke kaw nk seksa aku?
ke kaw nk bunuh aku?
baik kaw amek je pistol bunuh aku terus..
bodoh laaaaaaaaa ! ! ! ! ! ! !




**walocamnepn makhluk neh mmbuat aku marah, tp aku masih syg kt die..bodoh x? =.=" ihhh..aku pn x paham dgn diri aku neh..bodoh !




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kenapa aku patut bunuh die =.=" ♥

reasons why i should kill him =.=" seriously :

1. he's an asshole..MAJOR one!
why : coz he IS!!

2. he's a stupid jerk
why : do i need to explain? =.="

3. he's extremely insensitive
why : ade ke patut force aku update ngn lovelife die yg cam shit! do i have to? bodoh la aku sbb membunuh hati aku sndiri..bangang !

4. he's increative
why : used up all d pathetic pick-up lines that i personally kept them close to my heart !

5. he's a lousy joker
why : humor me wif stupid jokes that doesn't even make a stupid, clueless person to laugh..bodoh!

6. he's a know-all-abt-me person
why : kekunun cam petik jari, sume info psal aku die taw..dr setiap neuron sel lam pala hutak aku smpai ar ke mikro-organisma kuman kt tapak kaki aku =.=" haktuih!



**aku tgh hot neh =.=" ape la bodoh sgt aku neh pegi accept 2 makhluk tuh lam fb...isyyyyyyyyy!!!!




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end of d day. . . ♥

missed tgk citer dyesebel =.="
neh yg maleh kalo muntut da lekat kt kusi dpn pc neh =.="
huh~!
sekar pn aku x smpat nk nengok..demm!

ouh!
trdgr desiran angin + air . . .
maw ujan ka pagi neh?
aku rase la kut..
siang td mmg syok panas :))
mdm aku dgn besh nye mncuci cadar + sarung² bantal...
kihkihkih..

pg nnti!
aku kna jage faiz sensorg =.="
mdm + cik ecah kna g spital wat check-up + blood test..
well, every 3 months cik ecah dwajibkn wat check-up..
mdm aku lak..
sbb ade nanah kt ujung urat gigi kesan mase die jatuh hempap muke tym beliau mude remaja laie..
huhuhu..

miss sir idris + encik amal ;(
alFatihah...

out!

**ujan yg tuwon mmbawa kesejukan tym aku tido..yeh! [ ala² lagu sudirman "Hujan" ngee :D ]




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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wif dis..I apologize ♥

aku rase er aku nk hide ah smntare wktu..
aku trase naked :D
malu sgt² dgn bini² aku ;(

emm..
skali lg aku minta maaf ;(


**siyes :| wa kemaluan.. :hide:




7 done.[♥]

abt me + a girl named Ieda ♥

hah~ 8->
per aku taw psal Cik Nor Hidayah Bte Abd Rahim?

to b true lew er..
aku x taw pape pn psal die..
let's go back in time shall we? 8->

pd thn 2005..
aku knl ngn die..lam ym..
by him *ugh!*
die memanggil aku ngn pggilan yg xku sangke² - Granny
hahaha..
die cucu olok² kpd die..cucu dogol ;p
tp dsbbkn itu, jurang aku ngn die..diputun sket..


x byk hal aku taw sgt psal die..
sbb stakat tuh je la yg aku ngn die pn ;p

then, aku+ieda+umair..

huhu..
neh pn aku tataw camne leh jd kalut camtuh :))
lam ym, ade la hamba Allah yg aku mmg nk sepak trajang je kalo jmpe..mmbuatkn gelaran yg best kpd aku.. - Bewak
huh~!
kureng masin tul...
die lak mmg tramatla pemes dpggil Cicak..
okeh ah tuh er.. Bewak + Cicak = perfect! :"> kuikuikui...
si setan umair neh..
kekunun dengki lew..so dgn selambe nye beliau menamakn diri beliau - Penternak Bewak + Cicak

so, ape la lagi..
aku pantang org mepek² neh..
aku pn memanjang lebaw kn ah citer tuh =))
smpai ade kesah 111 + Penternak jd Ex-Penternak..
kuikuikui...

kalo bace mnde aku taip neh..
mmg nmpk sgt cam aku ngn die neh tade pape yg intimate pn..
kn kn kn?
actually..
like i typed from previous blog..
aku rase happy bile nmpk id die menyala je..
aku pn tataw nape..tp aku rase happy :)
walopon aku x pm die..

org len hengat..
aku+ieda neh tramatla rapat..
tp actually..mmg x :)
siyes aku kate..
aku+die x pnh share pape...
juz share interest yg satu neh...coding masepes+kutuk sinat gegile..
kehkehkeh =))
yg len?
mmg tade..nada...mei you..kosong...
Z.E.R.O !!

tp aku rase cam ade link..
jambatan dr hati die ke hati aku...
everytime die ade mood swings die..
die mnghilangkn diri..mcm aku ;p
knkdg tuh rase cam mmg lesap dr bumi trus..
padahal juz dunia tenet je die lesap ;p
tp memandangkn aku+die x pnh brhubung selain drpd ym+ms+fs dan yg trbaru fb..
xde plak aku trhegeh² nk mncari die..jejak die..
trgedik² nk taw per psal ngn die..
aku bkn jenis manusia yg itu..
aku x ske org wat aku camtu..jd aku pn wat kt org len camtu..
i hate stalking ppl :)

so kalo die online lepas die mnghilang...
aku tade la tny direct..
slow n steady..
tp kalo A yg die bgtau..A la yg aku trime..
no other queries required from me ;)
sbb aku mmg x ske tny org lebeh²..nk² kalo org tuh x pnh open kt kite..kite pn x pnh open kt die :)


jd kat sini..
aku+die serupa..
walopon bintang zodiak kami brlainan..die gemini, aku pisces..
not a gud match actually ;) kalo kapel ah :))
tp we're a gud match for best buddies :)
tuh aku leh banggakn ah..
sbb siyes..
ade kefahaman antara aku ngn die yg x mmperuntukkn aku tuk menanya die lebeh² n vice versa..
kami paham pala kami dgn memahami situasi tuh n ckp ngn info yg sedikit yg da dberi..
no more..no less.
period!


aku start open up a bit..
bile die open up a bit to me..
tuh pn under d influence of seorg laie bini aku Cik Nurul Edzwani a.k.a Sandy or for me..ma bunny :)
sbb aku rase unfair bile mereka share things to me..aku amek keputusan tuk diam je hal aku..
tuh la dtgnye "surat chenta"
sbb aku+sandy+ieda je yg mmg cam org gile mmbalas surat chenta lam masepes :))
mmg tade org len yg ske menaip bbyk neh cam sandy+ieda..
mmbebel² cam aku ade dpn diorg..
aku selesa camtu..
walopon aku x pnh nk citer hal aku..tp aku selesa diorg camtu :)
aku neh ade habit tuk mndgr masalah org..
mngkin sbb dr kecik aku da jd tong smpah emo mmber² aku..
tp aku x pnh open up to anyone pn psal diri aku..
kedekut er?
huhuhu..

kt situ..
aku lebeh arif psl cik chechak aku neh..
start dr situ..
kami baru la leh dkatakn taw la psal personal details memasing..
kire cam..
aku amek buku citer Nor Hidayah Abd Rahim..die amek buku citer Norazura Idris..
walopon x byk..tp ckp tuk aku merungkaikn bahwesenya..aku+die ade BANYAK persamaan..
susah nk cari yg manusia jenis neh..
manusia yg sespesis dgn aku :)
nk² manusia lam tenet neh yg mmg aku payah nk trime ketulusan hati diorg..


aku neh senang syg kt org..
jd bg Nor Hidayah neh..
aku pn da start syg..cume aku tataw bile la aku da mula syg..
maybe sejak die pggil aku Granny ;p
aku tataw..
kalo aku da syg org..aku jd protective..
sifat mnjaga org yg aku syg neh paras normal la :)
xde ar cam maniac..kehkehkeh..
mngkin sbb tuh mmber² aku pggil aku Singa Betina =.=" curse them!
sbb aku garang sgt kalo involve ngn mmber² baik aku or family aku..
trlalu garang..

psal hari tuh aku tr'emo...
bknnye apo..
aku amat la trsentuh sdket..tp aku sptutnye x camtu =.="
tuh aku salahkn diri aku sndiri..
aku syg sume mmber² aku..x kire ah pmpn ataupn laki..
cume yg favourites neh aku pegang kemas sket..
tataw napo..agak protektif :D
aku minta maaf bbyk kpd Nor Hidayah anak Pakcik Rahim neh..
sian die.. :(
aku minta maaf bbyk kpd BB Zue gak er..
mane ah taw die trase hati dgn kegarangan aku tetibe :))
aku minta maaf bbyk kpd Melisa Eric Stephen..
dsbbkn statement aku yg agak provokatif tlh menyinggung prasaan beliau..

heh~
mmber² pn leh ade prasaan jeles gak antare satu sama lain..
aku neh manusia biase..
x lepas dr tuh walopn prasaan jeles aku neh tramatla sdket..
mngkin sbb aku baru lps piyed :-?
so emo x stabil..
jadi aku minta maaf ssgt kpd mereka yg aku syg :)
maafkn aku kwn²...aku x sngaja mnjadi Singa tym tuh..
moody lionness :(




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cik shaliza ouh cik shaliza . . . ♥



leh dkatakn bini wa yg neh tgh biol :))
aku ske layan hutak die neh knkdg...
sbb aku pn knkdg biol skali =))
pehtu...



then die jwb..





last² die kate die x sngaja..
mengom cayam wa neh =.="
tp papehal..
die tlh mnghiburkn hati wa yg brduka tym tuh :)
wa windu ah pmpn tuh =.="
camne ah die er =.="




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cik chechak wa yg pelik...♥


**bnde pelik bini wa buat..


slalunye er..
bini wa yg neh amat susah nk lihat ade msg dr die..
x kire ah hp ke..ataupn memane bnde dr tenet neh..
teramatla payah! huh!

jadi bile die menanya aku bnde tuh yg die langsung x pnh amek taw hal dulu..
aku da jd pelik :-?
siyes pelik thp gaban :))


tuh je la yg aku nk ngadu..
bini wa pelik!
kihkihkih =))


**sbnrnye..aku tataw per aku nk taip :D




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*McD..heheh~

tul..
dpn umah aku ade McD :D
caye ah!

**ngee..tmpt peveret tuh..lalala~




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is it too late to apologise? ♥

huhuh~
aku rase aku da menyinggung hati org dgn kenyataan aku bg kt page munik =.="
aku x brmaksud pape..
bknnye aku saket hati pn..
juz stating out facts smbil brgurau care yg mngkin bini² aku yg len agak sensitip :D
heheh!

munik + nonik = married
aku + ieda = married..
tul?

so aku x heran ah kalo nonik slalu ade kt pge munik.. =.="
lgpn aku mmg kekurangan mase tuk bini² mude aku..
bgus la ade org tuk mnghilangkn buhsan..
yg slalu aku cari pn bknnye sume..
segelintir je..
tuh pn ckp stakat melihat id mereka yg aku agak ade hati tuk mngmbil berat tuh on..
nk aku state out names ka?
okeh ah..

yg aku akn cari kt ym :
1.cik chechak trchenta
2.cik nonik trchenta
3.cik shaliza trchenta

suda =.="
bg aku..
yg 3 neh je yg aku rase mmberi kesan kt hati aku kalo id mereka menyala..
walopon aku x pm diorg..
tp aku da trhibur tgk id diorg nyala..
smbil mmbaca status mepek diorg ;p
aku da bahgia..

yg lain²?
aku juz bace status mepek diorg..smbil trsengih sensorg cam kerang busuk..

bg aku..
stat yg paling buhsan..statik je stat nye adalah bb ku :))
sbb...mesti stat listening to song..
aku x brkesempatan nk tgk stat mepek dr bini aku yg sorg neh :))
no offence!
tp tuh la stat yg paling buhsan lam frenlist aku kt ym..
ngee..


kalo lam fb..
da ckp aku tgk per bnde yg diorg wat..
sbb kompem kt page aku tuh..penuh ngn aktiviti mereka..
kire aku da update ah dgn pebende ngn ape diorg wat lam fb :D


aku admit..
aku bknnye jenis tego org..
kalo da tego tuh, kire bnde yg diorg wat tuh mnggerakkn hati aku+jari jemari aku tuk mmbalas..

aku neh pemalas! =.="
hal mmber² aku..ckp stakat pebnde je yg diorg nk aku taw or pndek cite..
hal umum..public info..
cam bebaru neh cik chechak taip "dun find me" - umum!
tp aku brtny la juge..elak salah faham..

aku brtanya pn satu hal!
aku xkn brtanya kalo tuh xde kaitan ngn aku+aku rase org tuh x important sgt kt aku
end of case!
plus! i wont ask kalo that particular person xmo open kt aku n aku dpt agak yg org tuh xmo open pn ngn aku ;p
so per kesah..tul?


tp bini aku da salah paham ngn statement yg aku bg :)
huh~!
ayat aku salah ke?
bace balik mmg buleh timbul saket hati manusia yg reti bace :))
tp siyes aku x brmaksud pape..

even if aku trkena gurauan sinis cam per aku buat tuh..
aku wat dunno je =.="
kalo x pn, aku wat balik..tuh pn kalo setan aku in d mood..huhuhu

jadi aku minta maaf pd yg brkenaan..
aku x brmaksud pape..
kalo trase..aku leh delete menatang tuh..
tp aku taw xkn ade pape hasil..
sbb org da bace+da trase ngn per aku taip :)

jadi sekian je ah..
aku openly minta maaf...


aku minta maaf! =)




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*petronas bdr baru kerteh =) skali dgn mini-roundabout ;p

neh..mercu² penting yg brdekatan dgn area kawasan umah aku..
so sapo yg ade hajat nk tuwon ke umah aku..
look out for d things i posted here ;p


**ceh =.=" cam ye² jek ade org nk dtg umah wa..humph!




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*salah satu kete idaman aku =) kuikuikui

neh..aku snap mase 1st tym dpt toy ;p
taken in front of Starbucks@EastCoastMall, Kuantan..
hehe..

today maybe koje aku upload pic sahaja..

sekian..




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hari neh. . . ♥

hari neh..
kerteh sgguh paneh =.="

hari neh gak..
a gud fren of mine started koje ;p

aku harap die dpt melakukn kojenya sehabis baik =)
dan x dbuli oleh org² kek sano..

gambatte ne!




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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

smpai di sini sahaje...♥

okeh!

sy maw out! =)


**Mdm wa nk pkai pc =.=" kuikuikui...




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Shadow Kiss. . . ♥

aku slalu dpt buku besh bile ia da second or third book =.="
ugh!
aku benci kalo ianya tuh brepisod..
sbb confirm aku akn jd gile tercari² wat's next..wat's b4..
huh~!


nw..
im reading d third book of Vampire Academy
entitled "Shadow Kiss"
aku bru je nk bace..huhuhu..
agak lamo da aku x bace buku..
xde tym ah dulu..
skrng?
aku ade BANYAK~~~ masa ;p

cover buku for d 1st book looked like dis..am still searching though =.="




**ade impian nk bace 100 buku lam sethn :) murni x murni niat aku? heh!




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PENGUMUMAN...♥

eh!

korg leh respon to ma post da..

jd..

namo ah segan² mncarut pebende korg nk kt postings wa er..




**saje nk bgtau :D asyik post kt wa nyer cbox =.=" try comment ma posts lak =) kihkihkih..




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terasa maw skinny-dip. . . ♥

hari.



neh.



sungguh.



panas.




sekian.


wassalamu..


**aku rase hutak aku da kering..tuh psal aku wat post camneh ;p




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comin' up! New Moon...♥

nk tgk new moon =.="
nk tgk Edward Cullen *drool*
nk tgk Jacob *double drool*
kihkih..
hah~ boys boys sexy boys..lalalala..



[thnx.t0.NewMoon@Yahoo!Image]



**wanna have Edward Cullen for a husband..can ah? kihkihkih...




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Jennifer's Body. . . bg aku ah ♥

minggu lepas tgk Jennifer's Body
antara 5 bintang..aku bg 2.5 bintang..

agak trashy =.="
not many suspense..
bt it was alright..
aku ske die nyer dark humor ;p

papehal. . .
Megan Fox ttp HOT!
aku ske die..kihkihkih..



[thnx.t0.Jen'sBody]


**bile la aku nk jd keding cam die..lalala..keep on dreamin'! hey! salah ke? =.="




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f.r.i.e.n.d = wujud ke? ♥

kenapa aku rase sakit hati?
sbb aku care :)

kalo aku x care..
aku xkn sakit hati..
tul?

susah sbnrnye nk kwn ngn aku er?
tp aku pendamkn je..
walopon kwn baik aku tikam blakang aku..
aku taw tp aku rilek je..

kisah tuh da lapok..
tuh psal aku serik nk ade kawan baik :)
aku x caye org tuk pegang cite aku..
sbb manusia neh ade habit tuk brcerita hal org..
kalo die jenis mnyimpan pn, die akn TERcerita hal mmber die..
da lumrah..

knkdg aku rase cam nk jd jahat..
jd bitch cam dalam citer..
tp aku taw aku xkn dpt jd camtu de..
why ah?

aku nk jd evil bitch leh?
cold, dark eyes..yg x prcaye pd sesape..
sinis dan brmisteri..

i looked like i trust everyone i met..
tp dun b deceived ;)

aku rase sorg je taw hal aku..
tp tuh pn die TERbagitau hal yg ptut die smpan ke org len.. =.="
xleh caye sesape pokok pangkalnye..abes cite =.="


eh!
nape emo neh?
biase ah..org yg aku amek berat tetibe idle..
aku jeles er?
maybe..tp aku x tunjuk pn..ape gune :)
bknnye die hak aku pn 8->
die ade life sndiri..sptmane aku dgn life aku :)
aku x ckp byk..die pn x ckp byk..
cam perfect je kami er..
tp tuh ah..mane de prkare yg perfect lam dunia neh :)

aku taw aku hny menumpang :)
so wat cara menumpang... ;)

tuh psl aku lebeh ske smpan cite aku tuk aku...
it's btter that way.. :)
mcmane aku tetibe masok lam idop diorg...camtu gak aku leh tetibe ilang dr idop diorg..
senang..
end of story..
they wont miss me when im gone..kn?

tuh psal aku brkasar ngn org² yg amek berat akn hal aku..
menyebok..
aku x ske..
tp bio ah..
hal aku is hal aku...
aku x prlu amek taw hal org..tul?


isk..mnde aku mmbebel neh =.="
out!


**da penat dgn kwn²...sumenye pkai topeng je walopn die x sngaje..tul x? :) xpe, aku paham..buat ah per yg ptut..aku rilek dok tepi je..




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kisah kelmarin...♥

tgk dyesebel td...
soap opera dr seberang...
kisah ttg duyung+seorg lelaki yg kemungkinan tuk idop bahgia teramatlah tipis =.="

aku tertarik dgn sentences neh..
"dunia ku xkn pnh lengkap tnpa kamu.."
"aku snggup lawan sesiapa demi cinta ku pd kamu..."

ye..
i'm a sadistic person who crazily in love wif a jackass...
aku seksa diri aku dgn "wat if.." questions...
•kalo la die berani tuk prthnkn cinta die pd aku...
•kalo la die snggup tuk brdpn ngn ibubapa aku tuk dptkn aku..


kalo la..kalo la..kalo la..

bodoh er soalan start dgn "kalo la"

aku snggup buat per je tuk prthnkn cinta aku pd die...
aku snggup brdiri brsama dgn die jika die brdepan dgn ibu bapa aku...
ubah pendirian ibubapa aku supaya terima die seadanya..
mmberi peluang kpd diri die tuk brkenalan dgn ibubapa aku...
tp ibu aku langsung x mmberi peluang kpd die..
alasan, sbb aku x pnh mmberi peluang tuk mngenali siapa die...
citer aku lebeh kureng cam cite ibubapa dyesebel ah..
cume ibu bapa die sempat kawen dgn restu ibu+bapa kpd ayah dyesebel tuh...

aku cume akn bahagia jika die brada dismping aku...
namun xde sorg pn yg amek kesah dgn ape yg aku rase :)
to hell wif my feelings er?

jd aku buat kputusan tuk mendiamkn diri...
telan ape yg terhidang dpn aku...

for weeks, i've cried...
missing him too much...
d heartache that my mother gave me...
tp siapa aku tuk melukakn hati ibu aku...
walopon aku da "mati"...aku xkn lukakn hati ibu aku.. :)


aku lebih rela mmbujang smpai ke tua...
sbb cinta dlm dada neh x mmpu tuk aku ubahkn kpd sesiapa..
ieda kate, "x maw amek risiko?"
bkn aku xmo amek risiko...
aku da letih...aku da meluat...
pendek kate...hati aku x ada...
aku x pnh trpk pn yg aku akn mncintai sesiapa selain die..
dan aku x pnh brdoa tuk diri aku dicintai oleh sesiapa selain die..
harta yg paling aku hargai adalah diri ini dicintai+disayangi+dijaga oleh die yg aku cinta...

ye..it is stupid..
ape aku nk mkn?
ape aku nk idop?
dgn cinta?
tp dsbbkn cinta ah kite brtungkus-lumus tuk mmberi kesenangn kpd org yg kite cintai...
dsbbkn cinta, kita brubah tuk jd lebih baik dan brusaha sehabis baik tuk org yg dicintai..

walopon hati aku da ilang...tawar ah lebeh kureng..
dek sbb keletihan tuh kembali..mnjage die tuk 3thn lebeh sbb die broke his promise..
tp aku masih cintakn die...masih mahukn die..masih perlukn die..dlm idop aku...
kenapa aku masih mencintai die?
itu aku xleh nk beri satu bnde yg spesifik..atau reason yg d best tuk soalan tuh..
aku sndiri x taw kenapa aku xleh brhenti drpd mencintai die..
die da hocus-pocus aku ke?
x..

die sorg je memahami aku bile aku neh susah difahami oleh sesiapa..even ma own mother..
die sorg je yg taw ape yg aku pkkn even aku x ckp laie psal tuh kpd die..
die sorg je taw ape yg hati aku rase dimana xde sorg pn leh agak ape yg aku rase...
die sorg je yg leh agak ape yg aku akn buat..
pendek kate, he knows every single thing about me..
d things on d surface smpai le d things underneath...deep within ma soul..

aku?
aku x taw ah kalo aku pn begitu tuk die..
tp stakat neh, aku cube tuk memahami ape yg die fikirkn..ape yg die rasa ddlm hati..
ape yg die akn lakukn seterusnye...
if i really wanna know kalo aku pn begitu kpd die, i have to ask him myself le :)


aku rela menunggu bape thn pn...
sbb possibilies tuk aku mendpt seseorg yg mcm die trlalu tipis...
idop bknnye pnjg pn..
tp aku dipaksa tuk menentukn kehidupan aku...
aku dipaksa tuk melupakn cinta aku kpd die...
dan die trpaksa akur dgn kehendak kuarge die serta ibu aku :)
die trpakse lepaskn aku...


i saw "him" tghari td..
a younger version of him :)
tshirt putih, kopiah atas pala..
sejuk hati aku tgk die..
trsentak gak sbnrnye tgk budak tuh...
99% looked like him...
hati aku brdebar...as if d boy was HIM..
his eyes yg paling ketara..
those sorrow-looking eyes..
his lips too..n also his hair...

huh~
camtu nk lupekn die?
ade je bnde atau manusia yg leh mngingatkn aku pd die..
as if ade some force yg xmo aku lupekn die..
mmberi aku peringatan supaya jgn lupekn die...
jgn lupekn prasaan aku pd die..
"ingt kita.."

mngkin aku neh da kritikal =.="
mental aku neh leh masok spital da =.="
tp tuh yg aku rase...
everytime aku brtungkus-lumus..brusaha gegile nk lupekn aku+die..
ade je bnde yg muncul..mngingatkn aku pd die..
mengingatkn aku pd kisah aku+die...cinta aku pd die...


kenapa buat aku camni :-<
xleh ke aku idop dendiam tanpa gangguan yg leh ingtkn aku pd die?
smpai mati pn lom mmpu aku leh padam cinta aku...rindu aku...


one thing for sure..
i wont forget him for all my life..
i will never forget him..


walopon aku da kerepot..[insyaAllah..kalo diizikn brumo pnjg]
aku ttp akn ingt die..
like i said, aku rela mmbujang smpai ke tua..
juz tuk mnjaga prasaan ni...
aku buat bkn sbb die..sbb hati neh x mmpu tuk buang die :)

die mngkin leh melupakn aku..dan aku mngkin akn kecewa gegile if he does..
die mngkin leh cintakn org lain...walopon tuh akn mmbunuh aku..
tp aku x mmpu tuk jd seperti tuh..
aku x mmpu tuk melupakn die...
aku x mmpu tuk cintakn org lain...
aku x mmpu :-<


did i cry to forget him?
no.
i couldnt cry as much as i want...
maybe i will never have that chance to cry over d lost of my heart...


**salah ke aku sbb pilih die? aku bknnye kaye pn..tp da cam cite cinta lapok..prangai leh ubah..penampilan pun..kaya/miskin pn samo..ilmu di dada tuh pn bleh dperbaiki..tp nape mama da condemn die from d start? why also he never tried to change to b better? adakah die seorg pngecut? xleh ke die bet diri die tuk jd manusia yg lebih baik? i dunno...




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Sunday, November 08, 2009

isk! ♥

gelak² =.="
ampeh laki neh =.="

geram!!!!!


Your current heart rate is 32 beats/minute* -- full speed ahead!

heart rate kt fb 8->

hati aku yg real pn agak laju beating nyer..
knape er =.="



**benci! knape mesti wa ade soft-spot tuk lu di hati wa ~x( damn u!!




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huh! ♥

die x ptut wat aku camni =.="
bangkai ah!
geramnye!!

huh~
sabar je ah..
xpe..aku dok dendiam tgk je...
aku nk taw betapa kuatnya kecekalan hati die tuk move me 8->
walopn die tade reason yg kukuh nape die nk buat aku camtu..
aku nk tgk secekal mane die nk tarik aku balik ke negara ku yg trchenta neh 8->
lalalala~


**kan best kalo die nyer cekal tuh diaplikasikn semase maw nikah dgn aku? demm..penakut!




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i hate!!! ♥

he called . . .
y?
aku declined. . .
2 kali then he texted me...
he said he dreamt abt me...
die x reply lps aku reply...

tuh! citer smlm...
he called again today...
didn't expect thou...
he asked y I deleted him frm ma frenlist..
bkn die je..sufi pn aku delete =.="
y must I see them brdrama dpn aku kn?
so, to save d heartache n ma heartbreak..aku delete mereka
I told him that I'm not interested to watch them lovey dovey =.="
he asked "jeles ke?" dgn nada yg amat mnjengkelkn =.="
aku jeles ke x tu hak aku betul? =.="
xde hubungkait dgn yg idop mahupn yg da mninggal tul?
so wat d heck does he bother so much???!!!!





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Friday, November 06, 2009

darn dream! ♥

i dreamt of him dis morning =.="
weird..
after so long..tetibe aku mmpi die..
wif a bby lak tuh =.="
apekah maksudnye tuh =.="
i dun wanna noe!


aku mmpi yg i was holding a hp..
i played a vid in dis vid folder..
i saw him..he took his own vid =.=" typical..
then dialehkn to a kid..a bby..


tp yg paling mngejutkn..
die alehkn camera tuh to ME!!
wat d heck!!??
i was doing dis "what r u doing?" face...
then i laugh...
d same hair..d same old me..
pelik aku =.="
aku tataw per maksud mmpi tuh..n i dun wanna noe!

biar ah die pergi jejauh dr idop aku...
aku da letih..
melihat drama die+org² pmpn yg mngelilingi die...
bikin hati wa panas je =.="
drpd aku nyer hati neh jadi rentung+kemudiannye jd abu..
baik aku blah dr idop die awal²...

actually..i decided to walk out first..
aku x snggup kalo die yg ilangkn diri drpd aku...
aku leh jd gile..
nw pn aku rase aku da gile..
slagi aku leh control kegilaan aku..baik aku blah dulu..
biarlah die ngn idop die...
wif all d women...wif all d lies...
aku xmo b a part of his world anymore...
since 6.11.05 smpai le 29.03.09 . . .
aku mnjadi his angel :)
im not his angel anymore..aku rase ah..
sbb ade angel lain yg mnjage die...
aku x qualify to b his angel anymore :)
so better i let go all of my feelings towards a guy named Mohd Najib bin Ahmad Salemy

aku doakn yg die sntiase bahagia, tenang+tenteram dimana jua die berada..
smoga die dielakkn drpd kecelakaan+kejahatan syaitan, jin, manusia+sihir...
aku doakn die dkurniakn umo yg pnjg+rezki halal yg melimpah...
aku doakn die dkurniakn kuarge yg bahagia+menyayangi die...
aku doakn die dkurniakn hati yg tenang.. :)
selama² nya...


aku?
biarla rahsia ;p




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Thursday, November 05, 2009

it has been...♥

it's been 8 months since abah+amal went away...
it's been 7 months since mohd najib ahmad salemy went away too :)

huh~
demm!
heart ache!! heart ache!!




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my ♥


Your current heart rate is 26 beats/minute* -- full speed ahead!

ma heart rate at fb ;)


i hope it'll going on strong for real :)
penat da asyik sakit hati :)




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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

nzd to myr? ♥

according to the Universal Currency Converter ah...
100nzd = 245.185 myr

huhuhu..
agak byk er..

kalo 1nzd = 2.45234 myr :))
ngahahaha...

kire bundarkn ah jd rm2.50..huhu

agak byk er :-?


nk try other currencies...go here then ::XE.com::




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goodbye children :) ♥

no mercy!
aku xkn menyesal...
aku dan aishah akn meninggalkn budak² tuh behind...
enough!
aku da penat..
aku da letih..

bknnye aku trhegeh² pn =.="
aku keje sbb mama..
aku dgn hati yg rela pergi bekerja kt tmpt tuh..
bkn aku x brsyukur..
aku brsyukur sesangat..
tp...
kenapa mesti ade yg x besh =.="
huh~!
da!
maleh aku nk menaip psal hal neh =.="




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pewut oh pewut. . . ♥

demm period =.="
saket ah!
kembong semacam je =.="
demm..
ahhhh~! 8-|




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Monday, November 02, 2009

buduh hati neh ♥

suda..
huhuhu...

huh~
kenapa mesti ada rindu?
kenapa mesti ada cinta?
kenapa mesti ada sayang?


xleh ke delete je cam kite drag sesuatu file ke bin pehtu delete all?
kn senang camtuh =.="

aku nk format pala hutak aku so that bnde yg xde kaitan ngn die je dideletekn..
bleh?



die x layak tuk cinta aku kn?
tp nape aku masih cintakn die?
smpai mati pn aku rase aku x mmpu tuk cintakn org lain...
bkn x pnh nk cuba..tp aku x mmpu...
nk flirt pn tade mood..so camne??
haih~!
penat ah jd camni..penat =.="
ngntok!
out!




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isk..♥

tetibe rindu die
er er er~ . . .




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Sunday, November 01, 2009

huh~! ♥

i've thought of shutting down every senses
i've thought of quitting things that i've been doing
but it's not the end of the world yet :)
the thing that had ended was my heart
no more thrills of waiting a call
no more goosebumps in hearing that certain voice
no more butterflies in the stomach for that certain someone
no more love dramas...teary, icky, too exaggerating soap operas...
no more...the feeling's gone..

forever gone with that someone who stole my heart
the jerk who steals it + cletched it in his hands...
breaking + hurting the very heart that makes me alive
he will never return it to me
not now...not ever...forever
huh~!




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friends..♥



"Friends..... ...
They love you,
but they are not your lover
They care for you,
but they are not from your family
They are ready to share your pain,
but they are not in your blood relation.
They are........FRIENDS! !!!!
True friend...... ..
Scolds like a DAD..
Cares like a MOM..
Teases like a SISTER..
Irritates like a BROTHER..
And finally loves U more than a LOVE..."


aku ske ayat² neh :)
for me finding a friend yg smpai mati tuh agak payah..
yg xkn betray...
yg xkn bocorkn rahsia...
sptmane aku jd tong smpah org..camtu juge aku harapkn bile aku perlukn seseorg tuk jd tong smpah aku..
x perlukn kate² tuk buat die paham bahwe aku sedang meluahkn prasaan+aku xmo org len taw hal neh kecuali die..
tp aku?
jarang sbnrnye mncari tong smpah :D
sbb aku da x caye org...
once is enough...
pnh kna dulu...so aku da serik..aku tutup pintu hati aku tuk mnceritakn intimate things abt my life to a "friend"

cume lately...
slps 6thn aku x bkk² dada aku neh tuk menerima kehadiran kwn tong smpah aku [sorry kalo ade trsinggung..kekekeke :p]
aku da jmpe..
tp tuh pn x detail..
d best thing to b my tong smpah is my journal :) my diary...
blog neh pn salah satu tong smpah gak..
tp x prsonal mane..
juz thoughts of things i see+hear every day..
ala..lgpn agak busan bace idop aku..
ade ah hamba Allah neh ske bace kisah hidop aku..
tp tuh in d past :)
die da x receive papepn hal diri aku..
aku da delete sub-blog aku tuh..
sbb it's tym for us to move on..walopon aku masih cinta :)
neh je carenya tuk aku pergi+lupekn die..
mnjauhkn diri drpd die...
aku xmo die memulaknnya..so better aku yg buat dulu..
less heartache that way :)
huh~ cinta oh cinta..
e'eh trselit :"> sorry :D
hahaha =))




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d big O says...♥

Oprah wrote this about men...

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...
Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
"You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...
look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. "
Dating is fun... even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him
- he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.




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