mama, anak mu nk kawen !

kdg² aku malas nk update things kt sini tp aku nk luahkn something, mesti ah aku nk menulis =.="
haish.
tp, aku neh kdg² mmbebel mepek meraban =.="
tuh yg malas.


well, skrng...aku nk mmbebel psl hal yg mmg da lapok =.="
why! is my heart still have this lingering feelings towards someone that i shouldn't have any feelings with? =.="
why!??

die tuh off-limits la >.<"
aku malas nk layan manusia off limits neh =.="
tp wat can one do when someone that he/she loves is that one who are supposed to b wary about =.="
somebody that is beyond our reach...somebody that we shouldn't even venture upclose =.="

sigh~
aku waras lagi la.
aku x ske walopn betape sygnye aku kt die.
my past and his past will always remain in d back of my head and LABELLED as HISTORY.
betapa syg pn aku kt die, betapa cinta pn aku kt die...he IS my past.
ye, aku payah da nk syg org lain...pyh nk terima org lain...
walopn rite nw, i'm struggling to open up to anybody...reach out to anybody who is willing to mend my broken heart.
i may look like somebody who won't probably have any problems abt relationships involving between a man + a woman.
sadly to say, i do.
everyone does. who doesn't =.="

tp si mamat mengom tuh jugak yg aku syg =.="
hadoi~
pdhal bile pk balik, "aku mabok ke mase aku trime mamat neh?"
aku gelak sensorg =.=" huhu.

so, sape yg nk brtggjwb tuk mmbaiki hati aku neh?
sape yg brani tuk mnyayangi aku yg da malas nk open up to anybody?
sape yg brani to take me out from this aching nightmare?
sape yg brani to say that he'll try to b wif me til his last breath?
aku minta byk...juz love me, spend tym with me, treats me like i'm d only girl that exists in his life.
x bleh?
x bykkn?
is it too much for one girl to ask?
we girls have security issues. so agak payah nk penuhkn keinginan yg ini.
hey, ske sgt kate pmpn neh lemah kn =.=" so prove it that u've got BALLS men!
lalalalala~
bkn stakat ckp je. tp at least, tunjukkn yg YOU ARE THE MAN! =.="
betul?
haish~
bile agak² aku nk kawen neh =.="
aku nk kawen, xde plak calon =.="
tencen~!!!


see. da melalut ke bnde lain =.="
neh yg mls aku nk hapdet =.="
mepek meraban je koje nye =.="

da ah. nk mandi.


bye.

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written from the heart

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