bile hati ku menjadi agak tandus.

hmph.

ma heart ache =.="
and i dunno wat to do wif it =.="
i need to breathe right. =.="
heck, even breathing is hurtful.
aiyaa~


am i wrong?
to voice out my rights to b happy with only a mere flower given to me?
to voice out my rights to b happy with only a saying that says - i'm urs?
to voice out my rights to b happy with only a ridiculously cute ecard saying that he misses me?
to voice out my rights to b happy with only a short call with him singing a verse to let me know hw he feels?
to voice out my rights to b happy with only a short call with him saying all the things he needs to say to me juz bcoz he misses me and doesn't matter if he only has 20cents left?

i dun need to b courted all the time bt enough to make my heart swell with pride, love + miss for that certain somebody.
am i wrong for demanding that attention which clearly i am deserving to have?
once in a while, fire up my heart to have a long lasting passion + love for that certain somebody for a very long time.
even my heart needs to renew its feelings towards something.
huhu ;p

i'm craving for those attentions that sometimes i felt jealous with others who can spend time with their loved ones whenever + wherever :)
i dun want that certain someone to 24/7 being attentive to me, bt once in a while it is nice to have those little romantic gestures to skip my heart a beat + let my cheeks blush like an innocent little girl.
hehe.
too much?

i dun think so.
it's normal for asking those things from somebody that u want, right?
and i think, it is very rare for me to ask for those things.
i dun want to demand but i want him to do those little things, those little details that i care so much just to fire up my feelings or in other words, renew my almost diminishing passion for him.
huhuhuhu.

huhh~ =.="
i'm thinning here =.="
so, plump me up!
lalalala~
my soul that is ;p
hehehe~
keperluan batin spt itu adalah wajib taw!
leh kurus jiwa aku camni =.="
huhhhh~
camne aku nk gemokkn jiwa aku dr bab jiwang² neh?
hishhh.


oke ah =.="




later.

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written from the heart

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