beyond apprehension. heck, i'm pissed rite nw =.="

710 posts. wow.
and i bet more than half of it was about a jerk that i so happens to b not so over with =.="
sigh~

da ah.
aku rase this is d last post aku nk buat si polan tuh jd bahan citer aku =.="

ma heart ached A LOT, ok =.="
wa da byk kasi pluang tp si mengom tuh dgn beshnye buat x nmpk je dgn sume tuh =.="
xkn ah wa nk letak signboard ke notis ke memo ke to announce that i AM giving out chances =.="
huh? =.=" x reti nk tgk ke?
da terang2 kot still x nmpk?

sigh~
xpe ah.
dis is d last tym aku nk sentuh hal brtajuk & brinspirasikn die =.="
aku da malas.
saket ati lg teruk frm before ade ah.
ishhhhhhhh~!!!!!

setiap manusia ade had.
aku x trkecuali. aku bknnye gile. robot pn tidak.
ade limit to what i am capable of doing, ok! =.="

memandangkn Ur Jerkness is too bz playing family man, aku nk resume to ma quest yg aku da tinggalkn smntare sbb Jerkness neh distracting me =.="
i AM bz too, u noe =.="
i AM doing ma part as a family woman too, u noe =.="

but i guess, he's not capable to juggle things than he thinks he could.
ur not ready.

ask me again if ur ready boy. =.="
rite nw, i dun think u can handle me =.="
i'm too much for u to handle rite nw, kn?
so, i'm doing u a favor by being away and unreacheable to u.
let u have a space to sort things through.
ouh dun worry. i'll always b around bt not available to u la ^^
i'll let u taste hw hurtful it is to me when ur doing d same thing to me nw :)

so, goodbye for nw ;)
hope ur doing well eyy? ;)
huhu.


*d problem is, i know he'll disappoint me over n over n over again bt still...huhh~




little notes: i AM disappointed, tired and pissed rite nw. so dun expect me to b kind to u =.=" huh!

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written from the heart

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